Noticed

There are many things where we wouldnt notice.

There are many things in life,

that we would neva see.

Things

Thoughts

Feelins

People

You name it.

The Truth, especially.

Sometimes,

we would be so obsess on somethin,

and we start to neglect others. 

Its like we are blinded,

blinded by love,

blinded by money,

blinded by sorrows.

It takes time.

It takes time to get out from the fog.

But how long would it be?

Just like Ive said.

There are many things where we will neva notice.

Just like you neva notice me.

p.s.

I wanna watch Twilight. 

Diploma-ed

Its the day where lots of flower shall be given.

The day is comin.

Its the day where I got to verify what Ive done,

for the past 2 and a half year.

Ma diploma.

Its the day where ma loves ones,

and ma course mates,

would gathered together,

and celebrate the joy of gettin out of hell.

* Im still in Hell. Advance Diploma *

Its the day where lots of photographs should be taken,

capturing the joy,

the tears,

and the tears of joy,

on our face,

of what we've been through together.

Its the day where our parents would be proud of us.

Seeing their child walkin up to the stage,

hopin that they wont fall down,

and feelin warm in their heart.

Its the day where lots of flower shall be given.

Not just flowers.

Wishes as well.

Its the day where we finally say Goodbye.

Farewell, ma friends.

p.s.

I want no flower,

I want no bear,

I want no balloons,

I just want you to be there.

颗

上帝

在制造人类时

已经很明确地表示了

一个人

一颗心

人类没有

两颗

三颗

或四颗心

那是因为

我们都只注定

要有一颗心

一个人

一颗心

很难吗?

好久不见

你还在我左右

好久没有看看你

你过得还好吗?

最近

似乎忽略了你

有生气我吗?

这几天

很常遇见你

看到你的身影

我很开心

也很庆幸

因为

你还在我左右

黄锦杰

好久不见

p.s.

Nothin is Irreplaceable.

Toilet

Cameron Highland is a cold place.

Alcohol is a good way to warm yourself up.

Combinin both just seems to be a good thing.

^_^

* Im just givin excuse *

LOL

I was in Cameron Highland.

We decided to buy some beers for the night.

And we did.

We dont buy ordinary beers like Tigers or Heineken.

We bought Strong Beer.

Beer with 12% of alcohol.

We got back to the apartment.

Drink them, before our sleep.

As we drank all up,

and the light was off,

we were all on bed,

and I had a urge to Vomit.

I rushed to the toilet.

All I remember is that I entered the toilet,

thats all.

I have no idea whether I vomit or not.

Ma memory only resumed when I step out of the toilet.

I was too dizzy, then I sat down on the floor.

I was still too dizzy, then I laid down on the floor.

and

I fell Asleep.

LOL

Ma friends wondered why I was out for so long,

then came and seein me sleepin on the floor.

They got me back into ma bed,

and they laughed on me in the mornin.

Can you imagine if they were all asleep,

and I would spend ma night in front of the toilet?

@.@

****************

Is it just me,

or you all would get wet when you are washin the toilet?

p.s.

So much to overcome.

God save me. 

Arbitrary

Its Automatic,

and I just cant help it.

That Heart,

was so broken

and it still is.

No effort was made,

to recover it,

to heal it.

And it will stay broken.

Whats more?

There is this force,

pushin me away,

from all that I could have.

Its Arbitrary,

I just cant help it.

p.s.

Im not blaming,

I neva did.

I just want you.

Thats it.

誘惑

Temptations are everywhere.

你知道嗎

那是一個循環

一個不死的循環

它一直都存在

測試着人們的堅定

測試着人們的毅力

但

不是每個人都通過

很多人都隨着它走

你也一樣嗎？

就算這一次

你投降了

下一次呢？

難道每一次

都要因爲它

而轉換自己嗎

這是一個循環

一個不死的循環

Temptations are everywhere,

but whats your choice?

p.s.

I like to hug ma mom,

when Im vulnerable.