藏

眼淚與地心引力附和

濕了我的指尖

活的好累

我也可以假裝無所謂

卻隱瞞不了心碎

當所有的以為

都並非以為

不能怪誰

只能把自己的世界毀

失望太沈重

所以選擇了不希望

顫抖的不安

猖狂地彌漫

心痛得習慣

傷口不用包紮 也不用管

讓眼淚放肆地流浪

濕了我的鍵盤

好想把自己藏起來

逃離所有不慷慨

回避一切失敗

就像貝殼保護自己

死也不放開

背負世俗的眼光和指責

不快樂

臉上的笑 僵了

或許盲目的配合

會比較快樂

剛剛

哭慘了

撞

當下的我

超級無敵想跳下巴士

昨天

我沒去上課

早上起來做了我的功課后

就打算回家去啦

由於是在太懶惰

所以帽子一抓

就出門啦

上了巴士

要到捷運去

突然發現

有個男生上了巴士

眼神狂盯着我看

“是不是我太邋遢？”

那時我心裏的第一個念頭

我的天

天 天 天 天 天

往他的頭上一瞄

我和他在戴着同樣的帽子

=.=

當下的我

超級無敵向跳下巴士

其實撞帽子

真的是我的第一次

哈哈

我是覺得還好啦

但是那個男生的朋友

在那裏猛笑

猛笑也就算了

還一直轉過來瞄我

什麽嘛
差點就把我的文件夾朝他的方向扔去

哈哈

我那可愛的帽子

衣櫥就是你的歸屬啦

不要再到外面的世界去了

很容易遇到自己的雙胞胎

p.s.
Im not the one that comes into your mind first.
I was... Last.

Stuff

Well

I dont update my bloggy as frequent as before, right?

I know. Im gettin Lazy.

Dont blame me. Blame the Assignments.

They took all my time.

*wipin tears*

Okay.

I forgotten since when

I started to give names to the things around me.

The First name was Paul.

Paul is my friend, Joee's pillow.

He is literally my boyfriend. LOL

He was named because all my friend had a bf or gf, and I dont.

His existence is to fulfill my needs.

You know what needs are they lar

haha

Honda.

Thats the name for Joee's bag.

( I love Joee's stuffs.. LOL ) 

I named her because I always hold her.

Just now, my laptop was named.

Jason. LOL

I like this name, but I dont like Jason.

He's very.... laoya..

Open AI, open chrome, open player, open word

then lagggggg like nothin else. >.<

But I still have to sayang Mr. Jason. 

Cause cant do assignment without him.

Thats all for the Names now.

I have a list of my stuff to be named:

ma Handphone

ma Pendrive

ma SketchBook

ma Wallet

ma File

ma Bag

Any names to suggest? LOL

**********

I said Assignments took all my time, right?

Especially DESIGN!!

Well, its a full coursework subject.

So it has plenty of exercises and assignment to be done.

God bless me. :)

p.s.

I dont like Uncertainties.

Yes or No?

Covered

Human beings are UGLY.

Fuckin UGLY.

Trust nobody.

Cause everyone is SHIT.

You know,

there are times where we thought of somethin is in that way

there is someone who is how we thought them is.

ITS NOT.

Bitches and Jerks are all around.

and I fuckin mean it.

There are people who you know them

they are fuckin nice.

But at the end, there are the shit that mess up your life.

People like me,

are fuckin stupid, and naive enough

to believe others 100%-ly

What Im tryin to say is

I gave sincere to be friends,

and these are what I fuckin get from you?

" We had our eyes covered, sometimes.

When it is bein unfold,

please be ready to accept the Ugly Truth. "

p.s.

If you feel offended,

you are the fuckin BITCH that Im talkin about.

Cry Baby

Alright, I'll just admit it.

I love to Cry.

I Cry a lot. haha

I dont know whats up with me.

I mean, since I was little,

I was known as the Cry Baby.

Maybe there's somethin wrong with my eyes

which made me cry so easily.

Last dont-know-what-day,

there was a break between classes

so we went for lunch.

Then, we talked bout tones of things

and dont know which fella mentioned about the grandparents

then we started to talk bout funerals and how they passed away.

I already got tears up when my friends were talkin,

I miss my Grandma, a lot. 

*Wipin Tears*

Then I was sayin the last thing my grandma told me

"Must study hard arh.."

My eyes turned into Water Pipes.

My friend freaked out.

HAHA

because I cried so hard all of the sudden.

Yesterday

I was watchin Marley & Me on StarMovie.

Its such a great movie.

Do go watch if you havent do so.

So, I was watchin and watchin

Its kinda funny and hilarious..

at the end, Marley died.

What else do you expect?

My eyes turned into Water Pipes, again.

HAHA

I cried out so badly,

even my mucus came out 

*yucks*

I felt so good after all the cryin

because I havent been cryin for some times already.

My friends even said that

Cryin actually helps in washin the eyes.

Real or not...?

p.s

You are really Killin Me.

Please Stop it, just stop it...