Strawberry: List

Ma fingers are tired.

Well

This is obviously a thank you list,

and its gonna be a long one.

LOL

I wanna thank Ms Chong,

for lettin me do basically whatever I want,

for spendin her precious time listenin to all ma nonsense and ridiculous ideas.

I wanna thank Steven,

for being ma wonderful PR assistant.

Sometimes I very stupid, and nasib baik got him.

I wanna thank HweePing,

for always askin me this and that, pushin ma limits,

and nearly makes me go crazy. LOL

I wanna thank Belinda and Yoyo,

for helpin out in everythin on the promotional board,

cause ma handcrafting sucks. haha

I wanna thank Joe and Michelle,

for their patience with me always exceedin the deadlines. 

I wanna thank Yonce, Allen, and Daniel,

for their wonderful programme and leadership.

I wanna thank Kelvin,

for gettin me those vouchers from the cafe. 

I wanna thank Alvin,

for shoutin so loud and lost your voice in Society Day.

I wanna thank Wesley,

for bringin laptop, and I neva use it. Opps...

I wanna thank Oscar,

for practicin the flashmob so hard,

and comin to help out even he has other societies to busy with.

I wanna thank Wayne,

for bringin BeeHong and Vivian in,

and thanks to 3 of them to walk around the college with the heavin boards.

I wanna thank Caryn, Kenny, and Sam,

for bring their DSLR, Anthony, and QiQi,

and helpin out soooo much in the whole event.

I wanna thank Cer Tong and Wee Tong,

for always doin their PR job, and neva rest.

I wanna thank Zoe and Ray,

for choreographing and dancin so hard for the FlashMob.

I wanna thank Rechean,

for comin to help out, even he has greater things to do.

I wanna thank XiaMi,

for your stupid Iron Fan Lady and Hello Kitty jokes.

Plus, being a great Faci on the actual day.

I wanna thank ShinYi,

for comin back to practice flashmob durin her holidays,

and take care of the booth so well for 3 days.

I wanna thank PaoLi,

for lookin after the booth, 

and copyin the whole list again with her beautiful writins.

I wanna thank BeiBei and BiBi,

for givin me mentals support and askin me to add oil all times.

I wanna thank Alex, 

for comin on the last day, and promote at the hot bus stop.

After typin all these,

ma fingers are tired.

LOL

Thats all I guess,

I hope I neva left anyone out.

p.s.

♥ I miss ATCL ♥

Strawberry

I ♥ you all.

ATCL

Aint No Strawberry

These words have been followin me for six months,

and it will continue stay in ma heart,

for the rest of ma life.

This is the event that Ive been busyin around.

Im the PR Director,

for the first time in ma life.

Ive regret so much when I was first selected as a director.

I wanted to quit soooo much.

But its a totally different story right now.

I love ma pose and I love what I do.

I miss everyone in the event today,

main comm, facis, station masters, crews, and participants.

Especially ma cute participants ♥

They are actually Group 23.

But I named them SS Group.

So they are ma SS babies. LOL

Besides,

I ♥ ma PR Team.

Steven   Caryn   ShinYi   PaoLi   Wayne

BeeHong   Vivian   Alvin   Zoe   Kenny

Ray   Rechean   XiaMi   Alex   CerTong

WeeTong   BeiBei   BiBi   HweePing   Sam

We seriously Rock !!

Ma eyes got wet when I was sharin in front at the end.

Thank god tak da cry. LOL

I ♥ you all.

I ♥ ATCL.

So,

Are you a Strawberry?

p.s.

I know I dont look like a director.

LOL

Boost

So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends

Im

T-I-R-E-D

but yet, satisfyin.

ATCL is really makin me crazy.

Theres so much things to do.

Call me Robot Jiek.

LOL

Well,

next week is it.

So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends,

and prepare to die by Tuesday.

haha

No more complaints.

No more mumblin.

No more naggin.

Just get the works done, WJJ.

One last complaint,

I bet Im darker.

I hanged the buntings all aroud the college for 2 hours,

2 HOURS!!!

T^T

p.s.

I shall be Thankful,

cause I see me in you.

Parents ♥

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

I have wonderful Parents.

Gosh

Im cryin so bad right now.

Ma last birthday.

I was home.

No one planned to celebrate with me on the actual night.

Not even ma parents,

as they guessed that I would be goin out.

When they found out that Im not,

ma dad got me a birthday cake.

And its just them,

ma dad and mom.

They sang the birthday song for me.

Although its just both of them singin,

but its the Most Touchin birthday song ever,

in ma entire life.

I nearly cry, but I hold it back.

And just now,

I was not happy,

it was written all over ma face.

Ma parents came to me,

looked at me with cares and love,

tryin to cheer me up.

And the moment ma mom put her hand on ma shoulder,

I wish I could lay on her shoulder and cry all I want.

I feel so bad everytime,

when I let them see how unhappy I am,

and how fragile I am,

and made them worry me.

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

But God gave me them,

ma dad and ma mom.

The love that they gave and will continue givin me,

is more than enough.

p.s.

I cry a lot these days.

Faked

Ma Smiles were faked.

Im not happy recently.

Maybe not recently,

Im not happy for a very long time, I guess.

I dont laugh that much as I used to.

I rarely smile as well.

Even if I do so,

its just not real.

I guess Im Stress,

with all the things goin around.

Its just not easy.

The scar that I suffered from,

aint fully recovered yet.

It hurts all the time.

I miss Happiness.

It had gone for vacation for so long,

long enough to leave ma heart empty and cold.

One of ma friend told me that,

ma laughters arent genuine anymore.

Ma smiles were faked.

I guess thats what happened.

Tryin to tell the world that Im alright.

**********

Im addicted with "Prettiest Friend" by Jason Mraz.

and its the reason why Im so emo right now.

Darn it.

p.s.

I wish I was there.

Why am I not there?

What are We Gonna Do

You know how much you love him.

We suffered on the same track

same pattern, same mindset

We're havin what we dont have.

People think that we are a mess

they treated us like trash

and yet

we are happy with that

I pick up the broken pieces of ma heart

Its never over for me from the start

You know how much you love him

I know how much I love you

and she knows how much she loves me

But baby

What are we gonna do

We know that everythin is over

Our love is dead and whos the murderer

I bet that you do feel the same way too

So baby

What are we gonna do

**********

Ini adalah sebuah lagu.

LOL

p.s.

I need Motivation.

窺

肉麻死了

話説

我那很愛趴趴走的媽媽

去了中國旅行 10 天

重點是竟然沒有帶我去

（ 氣 ） 

故事來了

我爸這幾天就狂問我漢語拼音

一個大男人

每天有八點檔不看

在那裏SMS

我就覺得不對勁

我爸他電話都很少打

信息當然就更少啦

幹嗎突然SMS

於是

我的偷窺行動就開始了

昨晚

我爸睡了以後

我就拿了他的電話

就看他的已發信息

我的天

肉麻死了

全部信息都是發給我媽的

都是什麽

我愛你

想你

要好好照顧自己

一生一世永不分離 都出來了

加上我爸的錯字超多

我邊看就邊笑

當然也覺得很窩心

**********

If you know ma dad,

and you read ma blog,

please dont tell him this. 

I dont wanna get kill.

LOL

p.s.

Aku Stress ni...

Obligation

Just suck it up.

We hold on to many responsibilities in our life.

Everyone does.

Its all about balancin between your pleasures and obligations.

Im just sick and tired of Excuse.

Instead of complainin,

instead of givin excuses.

Why dont you just suck it up,

get your ass tight,

and get the work done?

I mean,

Just suck it up.

Or else,

you cant find Success in your life.

p.s.

I need Jobs.

I need $$.

Rhythm

Not piano, a keyboard.

Hoooray

Its Holidays.

Alright

I have some freelance to do.

I have ma ATCL to go on.

and besides that,

Im basically still free, I guess. 

So, I gained a new hobby.

Piano.

Trust me,

Im workin ma ass out with piano.

Not piano, a keyboard.

Ma fingers are like stoned-hard,

can barely stretch to get to the key I want.

Sad-nya...

I regret for givin it up when I was 7.

Gimme some time,

then I can play a song.

( hopefully )

*********

Help me to define whether this is a good or mean friend.

Friend

Me

做麽你沒有去那些廣告Casting的?

長到這種樣子還要去casting啊?

沒有嘛... 有些廣告需要一些長到很奇怪的人的嘛...

@?*)$#(!

p.s.

Lenka's Album is Out!

♥

易碎品

請愛惜它

我

小心地呵護

小心地愛護

它

我的信任是易碎品

請愛惜它

不想它碎了一地

不想血一直滴

實在地把它擁緊

收在左心房裏

**********

話説和Norah相處了一陣子

很捨不得她

用了她一陣子

卻沒有弄出什麽一番作爲

對不起她

Norah 寶貝

我會想你的.

p.s.

Translation paper,

here I come.

Stuck

You have Options.

What would you do,

if you fell into a well?

Thats how you feel,

Trapped.

Would you save yourself?

You may dig,

you may climb,

you may shout,

you may even kill yourself.

But what would you do?

You have Options.

You may Choose.

It may not wanna trap you as well,

so save yourself.

You dont have to Trapped in It.

You may Fly Free.

**********

Another joke from ma niece and nephew.

Julian

Lucas

Me

你看我的,醬的..

我給你看我的,很長的..

LOL

They are talkin about Pencils.

But I was thinkin about somethin else.

LOL

p.s.

Yes or No?

Boundless

Dont try to Restrict me.

Well

Im not a very Rule-Oriented person,

or maybe Im not at all.

I dont work well with rules.

I do things as I wish,

especially when I have to power to decide.

Life is too short to spend with rules, right?

At least thats how I feel.

This is probably because of the True Saggi inside of me,

askin me that I should breakfree. LOL

( blame horoscope pulak )

Its just that,

Dont try to order me,

I would never listen.

Dont try to restrict me,

I would never obey.

Talk to me,

communicate with me.

And I would be different.

**********

Funny things happen when you're talkin with kids.

我

外甥

凯翔,我不开心.

做么你不开心

不懂,你可以sayang我吗?

我不懂怎样sayang...

做么你不懂?

老师都没有教我..

LOL

p.s.

Norah is leavin me soon

T^T

Asshole

Go to Hell.

Well

Im sick and fuckin tired of this.

You made us fight,

you made us cry.

Dont you fuckin have other things to do in your fuckin life?

Who the hell you fuckin thinks you are?

You dont know me at all.

You dont even know ma shit.

Dont fuckin claims things that you think you are,

or you think you know.

You Fuckin Dont.

I dont fuckin want you in ma life, seriously.

Go to Hell.

You are a Fuckin Terrible Asshole that should go to Hell.

p.s.

Trust? nah...

階段

剛開始

總是容易

路途很漫長

當中

有很多階段

經歷了

就不會再重復

階段就像樓梯

每一格

都有自己的風景

每一個風景

都有不一樣的含義

不一樣的領悟

感慨

自然地也就不一樣

剛開始

總是容易

跟隨著時間的痕跡

就更加地艱辛

你的階段，在哪？

**********

那天和我媽在聊天

我

媽

你知道什麽是快閃嗎？

蛤？什麽東西塊三？不是塊半啊？

=.=

p.s.

I see CopyCat Everywhere.

因為愛

一分開 你不在

懷念空氣裡的對白

因為愛 所以愛

珍惜在一起的愉快
一分開 你不在

懷念空氣裡的對白

因為愛 所以愛

讓我付出我的關懷
不管風吹或日曬

我才明白一切都是因為愛

**********

Dont smash your speakers if it hurts your ears.

LOL

p.s.

It's not as easy as I thought it is.

Quirky

Have I sniff you yet?

Hmmm

I wouldnt say that Im a Weirdo.

Im just... weird.

LOL

I have some special habits.

I can only think of 2 right now,

there are more to go.

I love to Sniff of people. Haha

I dont expect any smell from them,

I just love the process of sniffin

Its just a tiny little sniff, of course.

But I'll only do this to those who are close to me.

Have I sniff you yet? 

LOL

Second one,

I love to eat Fish that are Fishy.

I would purposely keep the fish in the fridge overnight,

then eat it on the next day.

Oh My God

The Fishiness of the Fish would makes me High.

Its just soooo delicious, right?

Trust me,

try it then you'll love it. 

Im not weird.

Im just Quirky.

p.s.

The Feelin is Back.

Asymmetry

=.-

Wong Jiin Jiek,

do you really have to look like a kiddo,

every single time after a haircut?

I just cant help it. LOL

Alright,

look at ma eyes.

Both of them are not alike.

They are Asymmetry.

I know that everyone's eyes are like that,

but mine is kinda obvious.

And it is gettin even more obvious day by day.

As ma eyes are single eye lid.

One of them became double eye lid weeks ago.

Which makes the difference even bigger!

I usually tell ma friends:

"你看，我的眼睛一个大一个小"

and they will reply me:

"没有咯，是一个小，一个更小"

WTF

These are bad friends.

(Although what they said are true.)

People with Asymmetrical Eyes would look like this

O.o

Me with ma Asymmetrical Eyes

=.-

p.s.

Dont Lie.

It makes you Evil.

Stupidity

I've made myself Speechless.

As we all know,

Lisa can no longer talk.

Poor Lisa

( I wanted to Smack her soooo much! )

haha

What will you do when you cant a thing from your phone?

A) Ignore the calls

B) Smack the phone

C) Send it to hospital

Well, obviously,

I chose B. LOL

I've smacked it,

but its useless, she just wont make a sound.

Then, I realized that I have ma newly named, Jamie.

Jamie is ma handfree.

So, whenever there are calls,

I will rush up and down to get Jamie,

then answer the phone.

Then I realized another thing.

Lisa has another mouth,

which is the Loudspeaker.

=.=

I've been soooo Stupid,

to cari Jamie to answer calls,

where I could just switch it to the Loudspeaker.

I've made myself speechless. 

haha

*****

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Thanks.

p.s.

God, make it 48 hours a day!

玩具

我不擅于分享

不喜歡別人碰我的玩具

更不會去碰別人的玩具

這樣的禮節

總是很遵守

我有種佔有欲

即使我不喜歡我的玩具了

即使我不再玩我的玩具了

即使我把我的玩具丟在一旁了

它還是我的玩具

你別碰

我不擅于分享

我不喜歡分享

它是我的玩具

它一輩子都是我的玩具

p.s.

And you seems to be Fine.

Norah

I just Fell in Love to it.

Alright,

its Short Sem,

which is soooo friggin borin.

I have two subjects this sem,

which are Translations, and Photography.

Besides the practical class of photography,

everythin else will lead me to ma dreams.

LOL

And of course,

you'll need a Camera to study Photography.

Proudly introduce to y'all.

NORAH

You know how Weird Im in givin names to ma stuff.

So, the Nikon D3100 has a name as well.

Norah is not mine.

Thanks to Mr. Wayne,

who willin to lend me his baby for the rest of the sem.

Photography is Fun.

I just fell in love to it.

Lisa, Mona, Charlie, Blackie, Jason,

please welcome Norah !!

LOL

This is Norah's twin.

p.s.

I should've grab you,

and never let you Slipped Away.