Heart.Me

It meant a lot more than thousands words.

28th & 29th July, 2011

These are the dates where I will remember for ma whole life.

Heart Me Campaign rocks,

it has been a meaningful event.

DAV3 rocks,

Im proud to be one of us.

Ms Chu rocks,

without your guidance, there will be no Heart Me.

Other lecturers rocks,

thanks for stoppin by, helpin out, and givin all the advice.

We did rocked Function Room. <3

It has been an emotional evenin.

Tears and Laughter are everywhere.

We are happy for our success.

We are sad that its goin to end.

I personally started to cried on the first day.

After watchin the NASOM TVC,

and seeing Clarence played the keyboard.

It just drives ma tears out.

On the second day,

I cried when Mr. Julius is givin his speech.

I had to hold it back because Im singin up next.

Finally,

ma tears burst out when Ms Chu gave us a thumb ups.

It meant a lot more than thousands words.

Im so touched to see everyone is so united,

in contributin into this event.

Our hard works finally paid.

Im missin everyone already.

Aww....

I made this,

aint it cute?

:目

p.s.

Can we Heart Me again?

<3

Hectic

May I have more than 24 hours?

Im SUPER busy these days,

and I mean it.

Deadlines comin,

Assignment to be submit,

Event is comin as well.

Everythin just go crazy.

I dont have enough time in a day to do all ma things,

may I have more than 24 hours?

So that I can sleep more?

LOL

It has been a week since ma last updates over here.

You can imagine how busy Im.

I need a full body massage, seriously.

Anyone?

************
Yesterday,

me and ma group members were in cafeteria,

doin our assignment.

Then a groups of people passed by us.

After they passed,

ma friend said,

" 剛才那3個女子很面熟咧... 在那裏見過蛤.. "

" 哪裏噢? "

" 給我想一下... "

2 seconds later.

" 噢.. 我記得了! 我在Animal Planet 裏面看過她們! "

aHAAahaHAHahaAHAHa

We all laughed like crazy.

p.s.

Make me Certain.

Laugh

" Many lions... "

Alright,

I love ma classmates like nothin else.

We're just so fun and hilarious together.

Yesterday,

ma tutor asked in the class,

" Do you all like football? "

I whispered,

" No. But I like ma foot and ma balls. "

LOL

Then, the tutor asked another question,

" Do you know why there are many Marathon runners from Africa? "

Ma friend answered,

" Many lions... "

Then I started to laugh non stop.

It was hilarious.

He was sayin the fact that why Africans could run fast,

is because lions always chase them over there,

which trained them up.

LOL

***************

I recalled somethin these days.

Way back when I was standard 5,

ma friend had a bday party,

where we are invited to go,

as well as ma tuition tutor and her daughter.

Her daughter is younger than me,

she was in kindergarden that time.

Orange juice is served in the party.

I was holdin a cup of it and approachin ma tutor's daughter.

Then,

I dont know where the action came from,

I started to raise ma cup on top or her,

and start pourin drops by drops on her head.

LOL

The she screamed for her mom,

but ma tutor never heard it. 

So,

I continue pourin it on her.

I felt so happy when I was doin it,

I dont know why.

Maybe Im evil.

I forgot how it ended.

But I never got blamed.

LOL

p.s.

Aku

memang

bukan.

Clean

I used to read in news about rallies in other countries.

Alright, first of all,

I have no latest updates,

or awesome photos of Bersih to provide.

Sorry if you came in and I disappointed you.

I personally dont like it, at all.

It hurts me to see people get hurts from the videos.

It hurts me to what a Chaos KL is right now.

Of course,

I was touched when I saw Malaysians,

who are stayin in foreign stood up in unity.

These are just ma personal views.

You may stop readin and leave,

if you find them different from yours.

I see Stupidity from both sides.

Its stupid for you to ask your supporters,

to risk their life.

There are tear gas bomb and water cannon out there weh.

Its stupid for you to hurt your own people.

There are others ways to handle this,

but the harsh ones are what you chose.

I used to read in news about rallies in other countries,

I neva thought this would actually happen in M'sia.

And, you know what?

Someone removed me as his friend in Facebook,

just because we have different perceptions towards the rally.

Imma like,

" Seriously? "

Then I laughed out loud,

for how... childish? aggressive? or loyal? he is.

LOL

*********

Cookies bakin sessions again, tomorrow.

p.s.

Heart Me, would ya?

Bake

I literally poured the whole tin of coco powder out.

Alright,

I baked some cookies last Sunday!

The above photo is not ma cookies, of course.

These are ma babies,

TaaaDaaaaaahh~~

Well,

okay,

I know that they dont look good,

but they are kinda delicios! :)

Its Chocolate Walnut Cookies,

if Im not mistaken.

The whole process of bakin them was hilarious.

I saw the measurement for Coco Powder was 70grams,

where it was suppose to be 2 teaspoons.

LOL

I literally poured the whole tin of coco powder out,

and tell ma mom that its not enough.

Ma mom checked out the recipe and start scoldin me.

Of course, she laughed at me as well.

Even I laughed like crazy,

while fillin those powder back into the tin.

Haha

Im Clumsy, I know.

p.s.

I have so much things to blog about!

>.<

Bug

And Im so Annoyed.

Okay

Have you ever met someone in your life,

that you just dont like them for no reason?

I bet your answer would be,

" yea "

Alright,

so there is this person.

I dont know this stranger at all.

Never talk

Never nothing.

But I just hate this stranger.

It has been buggin me for a long time.

A whole year I would say.

It has been constantly messin with me.

Maybe it dont realize it,

but I just dont figgin like it.

Why must you mess with me?
Why must it be the same people?

Leave me alone,

and go get your own food.

I just dont understand,

and Im so Annoyed.

**********

Okay, Rapid KL again.

The day after I bought the Rabbit Card,

I took a Rapid bus again.

Then I was tryin to pay with the card,

since that was how they wanted me to do so.

So I wanna scan the card,

and I cant find the thing.

The bus driver told me,

I need to pay, instead of scannin the card.

Imma like,

" WTF "

You have one bus with only Cards allow,

and the other one with only Cash allow?

Cant you just centralized everything?

Annoyed.

p.s.

Dont hate me,

please.

Rapid

Im so pissed because I dont deserve this.

Yesterday

I went for a movie.

Due to the fact that I dont have a friggin car

so I will have to take the bus with ma friends.

I got up to the bus

Its a RAPID KL.

The fee is RM 1.

We dont have the small change,

so we handed the bus driver RM 5.

He started to mumbled in Malay.

( I have no problem with Malay language or the race )

And I cant listen to what he said.

So I suppose that he wanted a small change,

which is RM 1.

Fine.

I start diggin into Mona,

which I have a lot of coins.

I found RM 1.

Then I handed to him.

He FUCKIN gave me the look.

He gave me the friggin look,

and start to mumblin again.

And Imma like,

" What the fuck you want? "

This time, I got his message.

He wanted me to buy the Rabbit Card,

for RM 10.

So I was literally FORCED to buy that card in the bus.

Im totally fine with payin RM 10 for that card,

what I was so raged about is his attitude.

He didnt friggin tell me to buy the card at the first place,

he didnt friggin explain me how does the card function.

He friggin showed the look, the look!!!!

He friggin teased me for takin out coins to buy that card,

which I have no idea that I should give him a RM 10 note.

What the fuck

Im so pissed because I dont deserve this.

So I have to pay RM 10,

to see your wonderful shit expression?

This totally ruined ma day.

p.s.

I was hopin that you would be different.

自己

我真的不會喜歡上黃錦傑

忘了什麽時候

應該是去年

和朋友聊天

説到了感情這回事情

我忘了

我說了些什麽

我朋友就說

"如果你是對方, 你會喜歡你自己嗎?"

最近

這句話

一直在我周圍流蕩

"我不會"

答案是很堅定的

若我是別人

我真的不會喜歡上黃錦傑



他是個多麽令人討厭的醜八怪

性格臭屁

脾氣不好

笑聲又吵

眼睛又小

身高不好

還有很多

寫不完

有時我真的不明白

看上我的人

到底是看到了什麽

你們怎麽這麽奇怪?

**********

那天和鼻屎小姐在車上

她男朋友打電話來

男友

鼻屎小姐

Dear, 吃了嗎?
還沒有.. 吃什麽噢.. 在highway, 吃草啊?

我傻眼 + 笑翻

p.s.

Im not,

for sure,

I know.

Cut

Im just not.

This is gonna be short.

Just to mumble.

There are people

who meant to be miserable for their lives.

There are people

who meant to be sad for their lives.

And I guessed that,

Im one of them.

Im not cut out to be happy,

Im just not.

Along the ways,

along the times,

there will be people comin around,

and makes everything tumbles.

And when I have no one to count on,

Im basically all by myself.

p.s.

I cant read you,

at all.

有你的日子裏

你可以說她

是我的青梅竹馬

* geli*

哈哈

因爲無法見面

所以就送了一個不需要見面的禮物

友誼萬歲

* 好老土 *

p.s.

Why are you so mysterious?

One

Im all by myself

The fire is up,

high in the air.

Burnin everythin into dust.

Ashes fly,

tears cry.

Im all by myself

tryin with ma live to put off the fire

and you were there,

standin.

With your hands in your pockets.

Watchin me with ma pathetic expressions,

remanin silence all the way.

Doin Nothin.

Changes arent made,

even when they were promised to be.

You dont care,

even if you had swore.

Fables are everywhere,

and you are one of them.

p.s.

You knew the best.

Sial

Dont get close to me these days.

Im so messed up,

seriously.

Well,

this month had not been a really great month for me.

Even this sem is not a great sem for me.

All the overwhelmin assignments,

ridiculous incidients,

are seriously drivin me banana.

Ive been so Unlucky recently.

I mean, real Unlucky.

I heard from friends that,

theres a Bitch back stabbin me,

in some sort of camps.

Well, yea, You, Bitch.

Then.

I got Insulted in the lecture hall,

in front of the whole 80 of ma coursemates.

Bravo.

And,

ma lovely Jason friggin brokedown on me,

when I friggin need him in this tension moment.

Just Nice.

Lastly,

I lost ma amazing pendrive,

where I have all ma assignments in it.

I fuckin love ma life.

=.=

I have all the worst things happened on me,

and I dont know why.

Maybe its Karma,

where all ma Sins come hunt me down.

God save me.

Dont get close to me these days,

you may get killed.

p.s.

X-Men is Awesome.

Breathtaking. 

脏

我整个大傻眼地看着她

我有个朋友

很夸张

话说

我和一个朋友到这位小姐的家过夜

因为明天一大早有活动

我在倒水进我的水瓶时

不小心倒到地上去了

经典的对话就开始了

" 诶, 有布么?"

" 你要布来做么? "

" 我倒掉水在地上 "

" 哎哟.. 不用紧啦.. 就给它自己干啦.. "

@.@

我整个大傻眼地看着她

接下来

她要喝冰水

就到冰箱拿了冰

她也不小心地把一粒冰块倒在地上

她也不以为意

拿了另一粒冰块就想回去房间了

我再一次整个大傻眼

" XXX, 你的冰块掉在地上诶 "

" 然后? 给它自己融啦.. 变成水了过后就会干了的 "

" 哪里可以酱的? "

" 不然要怎样? "

" 要拿起来，然后放去洗完槽啊 "

( 我示范给她看 )

" 噢..... "

@.@

是不是超级夸张?

**********

另一天

我和另一个女生朋友在车上

以下也是我们的对话

" JJ, 我跟你玩一个游戏要吗? "

" 什么游戏? "

" 我们两个人比赛啦.. 看谁的鼻屎最多.. "

" 蛤... "
" 我们比赛啦.. 然后放在A4 Paper上面... "

- 我笑翻 -

p.s.

Nothin happen.

吃什么

The guy knew he did somethin stupid,

I went for movie yesterday

Pirates of the Caribbean 

Its seriously NOT BAD

I have no idea why people are givin it bad comments

The mermaids are insanely beautiful.

Philip is hot too. LOL

Okay,

thats not the main point.

I went into the cinema,

got myself to sit with ma Ice Lemon Tea.

On ma left,

there are 2 couples, means four of them.

They were discussin what to eat after the movie,

the first girl asked the second one,

" 诶, 去哪里吃? "

Then the second girl turn to her boyfriend,

and asked him.

" 诶, 去哪里吃? "

Then the boy turned to me and asked me,

" 诶, 去哪里吃? "

And I was like,

" Huh? "

LOL

The guy knew he did somethin stupid,

then he and her girlfriend laughed.

After that, they told the other two,

and everyone had a great time or laughin.

Well,

they thought that I never heard, but I did.

I hold ma laugh, and just pretend like nothin happened.

Its was hilarious.

p.s.

FINE !!!!

Deal

We're Addicted.

Well

we have been playin this game,

for everyday, non stop!

It will be on the table

- while we are waitin our food

- when we are eatin our food

- after we finish our food

I have to admit that,

we're addicted!

LOL

Its just sooo Fun.

and we will not get bored, at all!

Yesterday,

while we were playin in Cafeteria.

There were broadcast students sittin on the next table.

They got curious and ask us,

"You guys dont have assignments?"

We were holdin our cards,

replied, "Got arh.."

then continue to play.

Monopoly is more important than assignment :)

***********

This sem is NOT KIDDIN.

Its the last sem,

and it is awful. 

So many assignments,

so many things to handle.

I have ma fingers crossed.

p.s.

Will you look me in the eyes?

Fool

You've Crush me into Pieces.

Am I the only Fool in this world,

that still believe in loyalty and faithfulness in love?

People are messin around,

with or without you.

You're nothin but a fool.

People are full with Skins.

You may go and keep on peelin them off.

But you will never see the truth.

People are full with Lies.

Explanations, confessions, repentances, you name it.

But which of 'em are from the bottom of their heart?

I doubt.

I've already have so little faith on humanity,

and you've crush that tiny faith into pieces.

You've Crush me into Pieces.

p.s.

I have no p.s. today.

Strawberry: List

Ma fingers are tired.

Well

This is obviously a thank you list,

and its gonna be a long one.

LOL

I wanna thank Ms Chong,

for lettin me do basically whatever I want,

for spendin her precious time listenin to all ma nonsense and ridiculous ideas.

I wanna thank Steven,

for being ma wonderful PR assistant.

Sometimes I very stupid, and nasib baik got him.

I wanna thank HweePing,

for always askin me this and that, pushin ma limits,

and nearly makes me go crazy. LOL

I wanna thank Belinda and Yoyo,

for helpin out in everythin on the promotional board,

cause ma handcrafting sucks. haha

I wanna thank Joe and Michelle,

for their patience with me always exceedin the deadlines. 

I wanna thank Yonce, Allen, and Daniel,

for their wonderful programme and leadership.

I wanna thank Kelvin,

for gettin me those vouchers from the cafe. 

I wanna thank Alvin,

for shoutin so loud and lost your voice in Society Day.

I wanna thank Wesley,

for bringin laptop, and I neva use it. Opps...

I wanna thank Oscar,

for practicin the flashmob so hard,

and comin to help out even he has other societies to busy with.

I wanna thank Wayne,

for bringin BeeHong and Vivian in,

and thanks to 3 of them to walk around the college with the heavin boards.

I wanna thank Caryn, Kenny, and Sam,

for bring their DSLR, Anthony, and QiQi,

and helpin out soooo much in the whole event.

I wanna thank Cer Tong and Wee Tong,

for always doin their PR job, and neva rest.

I wanna thank Zoe and Ray,

for choreographing and dancin so hard for the FlashMob.

I wanna thank Rechean,

for comin to help out, even he has greater things to do.

I wanna thank XiaMi,

for your stupid Iron Fan Lady and Hello Kitty jokes.

Plus, being a great Faci on the actual day.

I wanna thank ShinYi,

for comin back to practice flashmob durin her holidays,

and take care of the booth so well for 3 days.

I wanna thank PaoLi,

for lookin after the booth, 

and copyin the whole list again with her beautiful writins.

I wanna thank BeiBei and BiBi,

for givin me mentals support and askin me to add oil all times.

I wanna thank Alex, 

for comin on the last day, and promote at the hot bus stop.

After typin all these,

ma fingers are tired.

LOL

Thats all I guess,

I hope I neva left anyone out.

p.s.

♥ I miss ATCL ♥

Strawberry

I ♥ you all.

ATCL

Aint No Strawberry

These words have been followin me for six months,

and it will continue stay in ma heart,

for the rest of ma life.

This is the event that Ive been busyin around.

Im the PR Director,

for the first time in ma life.

Ive regret so much when I was first selected as a director.

I wanted to quit soooo much.

But its a totally different story right now.

I love ma pose and I love what I do.

I miss everyone in the event today,

main comm, facis, station masters, crews, and participants.

Especially ma cute participants ♥

They are actually Group 23.

But I named them SS Group.

So they are ma SS babies. LOL

Besides,

I ♥ ma PR Team.

Steven   Caryn   ShinYi   PaoLi   Wayne

BeeHong   Vivian   Alvin   Zoe   Kenny

Ray   Rechean   XiaMi   Alex   CerTong

WeeTong   BeiBei   BiBi   HweePing   Sam

We seriously Rock !!

Ma eyes got wet when I was sharin in front at the end.

Thank god tak da cry. LOL

I ♥ you all.

I ♥ ATCL.

So,

Are you a Strawberry?

p.s.

I know I dont look like a director.

LOL

Boost

So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends

Im

T-I-R-E-D

but yet, satisfyin.

ATCL is really makin me crazy.

Theres so much things to do.

Call me Robot Jiek.

LOL

Well,

next week is it.

So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends,

and prepare to die by Tuesday.

haha

No more complaints.

No more mumblin.

No more naggin.

Just get the works done, WJJ.

One last complaint,

I bet Im darker.

I hanged the buntings all aroud the college for 2 hours,

2 HOURS!!!

T^T

p.s.

I shall be Thankful,

cause I see me in you.

Parents ♥

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

I have wonderful Parents.

Gosh

Im cryin so bad right now.

Ma last birthday.

I was home.

No one planned to celebrate with me on the actual night.

Not even ma parents,

as they guessed that I would be goin out.

When they found out that Im not,

ma dad got me a birthday cake.

And its just them,

ma dad and mom.

They sang the birthday song for me.

Although its just both of them singin,

but its the Most Touchin birthday song ever,

in ma entire life.

I nearly cry, but I hold it back.

And just now,

I was not happy,

it was written all over ma face.

Ma parents came to me,

looked at me with cares and love,

tryin to cheer me up.

And the moment ma mom put her hand on ma shoulder,

I wish I could lay on her shoulder and cry all I want.

I feel so bad everytime,

when I let them see how unhappy I am,

and how fragile I am,

and made them worry me.

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

But God gave me them,

ma dad and ma mom.

The love that they gave and will continue givin me,

is more than enough.

p.s.

I cry a lot these days.