Clairvoyance

I can see through them

I have this gift,

born with it.

Im sensitive to Things.

Feelins.

Symbols.

Signs.

Actions.

Atmosphere.

I can see through them,

know it well.

And understand whats the whole meanin behind it.

Six Sensed,

Clairvoyance,

you name it.

And recently,

I see Signs.

Signs that I wish I would neva see at all,

but I did.

And most of all,

Im afraid of these signs.

It would hurt me in a way that,

cant be handled by me.

p.s.

I should Smile.

Heart

If theres a heart,

that has been stabbed repeatedly,

that has been smashed repeatedly,

that has been tear repeatedly.

With the times that you cant count,

you will feel nothin else.

You'll be numb.

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I dont mean to bring up any fight.

I just say what I feel.

Im sorry.

p.s.

Be in ma shoes,

would ya? 

Doubts

Everyone has Doubts.

So do I,

I have doubts,

lots of them.

I just cant stop second guessing myself.

I understand that I aint perfect.

I understand that I aint flawless.

I understand that Im not good enough,

and thats what makes me so insecure,

all the time.

Ignore me.

p.s.

Tell me more.



Changes

You can be surprise to see this.

Ma life is Miserable.

I somehow lost ma direction,

I dont seems to know what I want.

Changes should be made.

I needa reduce ma Coffee Intake.

You can be surprise to see this.

Even Im surprise that I actually think in this way.

Of course, there are reasons behind why I feel so.

I will try ma best to reduce.

A coffee a day.

Diet.

I know that Im fat.

You dont have to tell me and make me feel bad bout it.

Applause for you,

I will diet.

Punctuality
Im always late.

And I just cant figure out why.

Even if I wake up at 10am for the 12pm class,

Im still LATE.

I will be punctual start from today, 

hopefully.

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Sorry to ma blog,

for neglectin you.

p.s.

You're ma Homework.

八卦

那是一個聖地

有很多的花

有很多的園丁

一個園丁

只需培養一種花

生長在固定的範圍裏

有個園丁

很愛説話

老是管別人的八卦

忙著告訴別人

他們的花

不美，不好，不香

忙著告訴別人

他們的花

總是喜歡往外爬

而他

忽略了

他的花

他的花

已經爬過了欄杆

爬過了籬笆

蔓延了整個村莊

全都只因爲

他愛八卦

不管好自己的花

有智慧的人

應該懂得我在寫啥

p.s.
Im so Green.

Two?

Then I looked back to the bus driver.

It was late in the night,

I needa go to somewhere,

so I went to take a bus.

I've waited in the bus stop for quite some time,

and finally a bus came.

An empty bus came.

The bus has no light on on the seats at the back.

A guy and me went into the bus,

the guy first, then me.

When I took out RM1 as I wanna pay the fare.

The bus driver asked me,
" Dua orang arh? "

The first thing I did,

I looked beside me,

theres no one.

OMFG

Then I looked back to the bus driver.

The driver pointed to the guy earlier.

And I was like,

" Phewww... "

Then the guy came back and paid.

I was so afraid, honestly.

p.s.

No hehe.No haha.