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So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends

Im

T-I-R-E-D

but yet, satisfyin.

ATCL is really makin me crazy.

Theres so much things to do.

Call me Robot Jiek.

LOL

Well,

next week is it.

So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends,

and prepare to die by Tuesday.

haha

No more complaints.

No more mumblin.

No more naggin.

Just get the works done, WJJ.

One last complaint,

I bet Im darker.

I hanged the buntings all aroud the college for 2 hours,

2 HOURS!!!

T^T

p.s.

I shall be Thankful,

cause I see me in you.

Parents ♥

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

I have wonderful Parents.

Gosh

Im cryin so bad right now.

Ma last birthday.

I was home.

No one planned to celebrate with me on the actual night.

Not even ma parents,

as they guessed that I would be goin out.

When they found out that Im not,

ma dad got me a birthday cake.

And its just them,

ma dad and mom.

They sang the birthday song for me.

Although its just both of them singin,

but its the Most Touchin birthday song ever,

in ma entire life.

I nearly cry, but I hold it back.

And just now,

I was not happy,

it was written all over ma face.

Ma parents came to me,

looked at me with cares and love,

tryin to cheer me up.

And the moment ma mom put her hand on ma shoulder,

I wish I could lay on her shoulder and cry all I want.

I feel so bad everytime,

when I let them see how unhappy I am,

and how fragile I am,

and made them worry me.

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

But God gave me them,

ma dad and ma mom.

The love that they gave and will continue givin me,

is more than enough.

p.s.

I cry a lot these days.

Faked

Ma Smiles were faked.

Im not happy recently.

Maybe not recently,

Im not happy for a very long time, I guess.

I dont laugh that much as I used to.

I rarely smile as well.

Even if I do so,

its just not real.

I guess Im Stress,

with all the things goin around.

Its just not easy.

The scar that I suffered from,

aint fully recovered yet.

It hurts all the time.

I miss Happiness.

It had gone for vacation for so long,

long enough to leave ma heart empty and cold.

One of ma friend told me that,

ma laughters arent genuine anymore.

Ma smiles were faked.

I guess thats what happened.

Tryin to tell the world that Im alright.

**********

Im addicted with "Prettiest Friend" by Jason Mraz.

and its the reason why Im so emo right now.

Darn it.

p.s.

I wish I was there.

Why am I not there?

What are We Gonna Do

You know how much you love him.

We suffered on the same track

same pattern, same mindset

We're havin what we dont have.

People think that we are a mess

they treated us like trash

and yet

we are happy with that

I pick up the broken pieces of ma heart

Its never over for me from the start

You know how much you love him

I know how much I love you

and she knows how much she loves me

But baby

What are we gonna do

We know that everythin is over

Our love is dead and whos the murderer

I bet that you do feel the same way too

So baby

What are we gonna do

**********

Ini adalah sebuah lagu.

LOL

p.s.

I need Motivation.

窺

肉麻死了

話説

我那很愛趴趴走的媽媽

去了中國旅行 10 天

重點是竟然沒有帶我去

（ 氣 ） 

故事來了

我爸這幾天就狂問我漢語拼音

一個大男人

每天有八點檔不看

在那裏SMS

我就覺得不對勁

我爸他電話都很少打

信息當然就更少啦

幹嗎突然SMS

於是

我的偷窺行動就開始了

昨晚

我爸睡了以後

我就拿了他的電話

就看他的已發信息

我的天

肉麻死了

全部信息都是發給我媽的

都是什麽

我愛你

想你

要好好照顧自己

一生一世永不分離 都出來了

加上我爸的錯字超多

我邊看就邊笑

當然也覺得很窩心

**********

If you know ma dad,

and you read ma blog,

please dont tell him this. 

I dont wanna get kill.

LOL

p.s.

Aku Stress ni...

Obligation

Just suck it up.

We hold on to many responsibilities in our life.

Everyone does.

Its all about balancin between your pleasures and obligations.

Im just sick and tired of Excuse.

Instead of complainin,

instead of givin excuses.

Why dont you just suck it up,

get your ass tight,

and get the work done?

I mean,

Just suck it up.

Or else,

you cant find Success in your life.

p.s.

I need Jobs.

I need $$.

Rhythm

Not piano, a keyboard.

Hoooray

Its Holidays.

Alright

I have some freelance to do.

I have ma ATCL to go on.

and besides that,

Im basically still free, I guess. 

So, I gained a new hobby.

Piano.

Trust me,

Im workin ma ass out with piano.

Not piano, a keyboard.

Ma fingers are like stoned-hard,

can barely stretch to get to the key I want.

Sad-nya...

I regret for givin it up when I was 7.

Gimme some time,

then I can play a song.

( hopefully )

*********

Help me to define whether this is a good or mean friend.

Friend

Me

做麽你沒有去那些廣告Casting的?

長到這種樣子還要去casting啊?

沒有嘛... 有些廣告需要一些長到很奇怪的人的嘛...

@?*)$#(!

p.s.

Lenka's Album is Out!

♥

易碎品

請愛惜它

我

小心地呵護

小心地愛護

它

我的信任是易碎品

請愛惜它

不想它碎了一地

不想血一直滴

實在地把它擁緊

收在左心房裏

**********

話説和Norah相處了一陣子

很捨不得她

用了她一陣子

卻沒有弄出什麽一番作爲

對不起她

Norah 寶貝

我會想你的.

p.s.

Translation paper,

here I come.

Stuck

You have Options.

What would you do,

if you fell into a well?

Thats how you feel,

Trapped.

Would you save yourself?

You may dig,

you may climb,

you may shout,

you may even kill yourself.

But what would you do?

You have Options.

You may Choose.

It may not wanna trap you as well,

so save yourself.

You dont have to Trapped in It.

You may Fly Free.

**********

Another joke from ma niece and nephew.

Julian

Lucas

Me

你看我的,醬的..

我給你看我的,很長的..

LOL

They are talkin about Pencils.

But I was thinkin about somethin else.

LOL

p.s.

Yes or No?