Brain

But there is worse thing comin through.

I was workin from last Thursday to Sunday,

in MidValley.

Due to the fact that it is so far away from Setapak.

So I went to ma friend's place to sleepover,

to ensure that I wont be late for work.

LOL

The second day of workin,

which is the day Im still in Setapak,

and gonna bring over ma stuff to sleepover at ma friend's place,

by that night.

I woke up Late.

Well,

wakin up late is already bad enough.

But there is worse thing comin through.

Me and ma friend took a cab to the LRT station.

By the time we reached,

I looked through ma bag,

I found out that I neva bring ma wallet.

Then we go all the way back to ma condo,

to get ma wallet.

By the time I reached ma condo,

I ran like crazy to ma unit.

I find everywhere,

but I still dont see Beth, ma wallet.

"Dont be lost again, please",

thats what I have in ma mind.

I called ma friend in the cab,

and asked him to search for ma wallet once again.

Seconds later, he called.

"Your wallet is in your bag."

W

T

F

Im that stupid.

Im that brainless.

Ma eyes are that small.

At the end of the day,

I kissed goodbye to ma RM14,

to the cab driver.

p.s.

How many time you wanna change?

花

空蕩蕩的房間,

空蕩蕩的腦袋,

雖然心裏住了個人,

怎麽還是感覺空蕩蕩.

揮之不去的思念.

一再的纏繞,

一再的撕掉,

一切的好.

空氣凝結了.

困着,

屬於我的,

屬於你的.

你遺忘了握在手裏的花

它凋零了,

它凋零了.

Kissed

There is no fuckin scratches or marks.

I Kissed ma neighbour's car.

Shit.

For the first time in ma life,

I knocked a car, with a car.

I was reversin the car,

to get it out from ma house.

Ma neighbour's car is in front of their house.

Ma feet was holdin on to the break,

but it doesnt work.

I dont know why.

Then,

~~ Bomp ~~
" Fuckin Shit.. " I said.
Immediately,

I went down and check out both cars.

Phewwwww...
No scratch, No marks.

Then I left, and go out.


By the time I was home,

ma brother started to make it up like a big deal.

There is no fuckin scratches or marks.

What the fuck is him barkin about?
The car is not even his.

I will pay with ma own money if they really want it.

So shut the fuck up.

p.s.

It aches,

all the time.

Melts

And the ice-cream was meltin, fast.

Alright,

I was drivin yesterday.

I went to the bank then McDonald's.

I wanted to wait for ma mom for her massage in MCD,

so I bought a sundae chocolate.

Just after I paid,

ma mom called and said that shes done.

=.=

I grabbed ma sundae chocolate and got into the car.

When I was waitin for the traffic light,

I took ma sundae chocolate, 

wanted to eat it.

Then I realized that,

I neva take a spoon.

And the ice-cream was meltin, fast.

I started to 'Drink' the dessert in ma hands,

I reached out ma tongue to lick it in the cup.

Ewww...

LOL

Sooner,

I realized that the lady driver in her car next to mine,

lookin at me with her jaw dropped.

Imma like,

"What the Hell.."

I got so embarrassed and its Green!
I speed and left her behind.
I wish she could neva recognize me.

*********

Jayesslee will be performin in KL !!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
Who wanna sponsor me?

p.s.

Work it out, dude!

Words

It doesnt matter if you are just jokin.

Its really important,

for you to know what the fuck you are talkin,

cause it matters.

Words Hurt.

It doesnt matter if you just speak instantly,

It doesnt matter if you are just jokin.

It hurts anyway.

Especially,

when what you said aint gonna make anythin right,

aint gonna make things go better,

then why dont you just zip it?

All your words would make me feel even worse,

which Im already feelin it.

Its literally torturin me.

You dont have to be that sacarstic.

**********

I push people away, when Im moody.

Sorry for that.

p.s.

I feel leftout.