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Everythin come with a Cost.

Well

the Cost that Im referrin to 

is not the price cost.

Its the things that we have to sacrifice.

Hmm...

for example

you got somethin, but you loss somethin else.

Okay

You may have the Look, but you dont have the Brain.

You may have the Brain, but you dont have the Body.

You may have Everythin, but you dont have the Luck.

These sort of things.

I've seen sooo many real life examples around me.

which made me have such a strong belief in this.

What Im tryin to say is that

God is Fair, agree?

He will gives you somethin

of course, takin somethin away from you,

which makes nobody is perfect.

So please,

just be Grateful for what you have,

instead of envyin what others own.

( Im actually tellin myself. HAHA )

There was a day

Me and Joee were waitin for Cleo in front of the hostel

We saw two girls, and we said that they must be super clever.

wonder why? LOL

try to relate what I wrote up there.

( We are Bad People.)

p.s.

Its Halloween Night, and Im stucked home.

Born Evil

Im the Bad Person,

all the time

and I have no idea why.

People always assumed that

Im the Troublemaker

Im the one that is bein mean (I am)

or Im the one that is causin all these.

Whenever there is a fight or argument

Im always the one that people will point their fingers to

or the one to blame to,

even if Im the victim. LOL

I dont know why.

Maybe I just dont have that Victim Look.

I dont know how to act innocent or pity.

I dont know how to crawl for sympathy from others,

unlike some who is very good in it.

I realized this when I was chattin with my friends

and they just said that the previous fight

Im the Bad Guy.

and Imma like "What?!"

Then I asked them whether they know what really happened,

they said No.

and yet, they assumed that Im the big bad guy. 

This is really frustrating

because people accuse you.

Of course, its pathetic as well.

But Im just bein myself

bein straightforward.

My face will show whatever that is in my brain.

Unlike some people,

who may look descent from the outside,

but Morally Putrefy inside.

Or Maybe,

I memang is a Bad Person.

Who knows, this is an open ended statement.

*****

When you fuckin claims that I dont talk to you,

do you come and talk to me first?

You know the best with the Answer.

So, dont BullShit me.

p.s.

It has been a while,

since my last GreenBox.

屏息

在空氣中尋覓

我們愛過的痕跡

卻也在逃避

龜裂的蛛絲馬跡

幸福總是抓不緊

沒有永恒的甜蜜

我總是來不及

只能沈默地品嘗回憶

我 屏息

期待我愛的你

盼望我想的你

能夠在一次

把我的顫抖擁緊

你 屏息

不顧一切離去

割舍了所有距離

把我放棄

愛 屏息

我不想忘記

縱然把你失去

Night Monster

Finally

I mean Finally!

I went to Club.

oh yeah~~

I wanted to get my body shake for so long,

and I went on Friday. yeeppeee

I actually told myself that

"I came to Dance, and I shall Do so."

LOL

So, we went to Mist @ Bangsar.

First time there

trust me, there will be a Second time. haha

The place is soooo nice..

We actually planned for Quattro,

but due to some reason,

Mist shall be Hit. haha

So the night was Awesome.

I got tipsy on my second glass

and hit the dance floor. haha

Im so regret that I dance too much.

I did shake too much, seriously.

My back, my neck, my legs, my arms

are so friggin pain right now.

It has been a day,

and they are still aching.

and Im a Coffee Boy.

I have my coffee on the next mornin

and I felt like I Cant Breath

my heart ached as well

feel like gonna die weh. LOL

Is that because of the alcohol I drank last night?

I've got no idea.

My other friends even ask me to club on Saturday

and Imma like

"I can hardly walk, you want me to club?"

haha

Clubbin is Fun, but dont club too much

its a Sincere Advice. hehe

****

There was a day 

where me and my parents went to Aeon Bukit Tinggi.

We passed by Guess

and my mom told my dad she wants one.

and my dad asked,

"Whats that? Goose arh?" LOL

He pronounced Guess to Goose.

Laugh die me and my mom. haha

There was another day

me and Alex went to GreenBox.

The cashier wanted my member card, and I gave her.

But she dont wanna take it and gave me a Weird look.

I looked at what Im holdin

and I realized I gave her to Touch n Go.

Hahaha

p.s.

Happy Birthday ^^

Civility

All I wanna say is

We are Civilized People

so behave like one.

I cant deal with Barbarians, at all.

They annoyed me

and disgusted me.

Sunday 

<10.10.10>

Me and my parents went for BahKutTeh.

(Its Klang what.. thats what we eat LOL)

We drink chinese tea over there.

You need to get yourself the hot boilin water, right?

Its not like you never eat BKT before,

you should know what I mean.

That restaurant is kinda advance.

They use those electronic water heater

instead of kettle

So, my daddy was makin the chinese tea.

He went for the hot boilin water.

and dont know how

the hot water kinda splashed a few drops to an Auntie nearby.

This is when the Barbarian comes out within the Auntie. LOL

My dad apologized.

He didnt do it on purpose what.

Memang its his fault of not being careful,

its HOT WATER weh.

Then the Miss Barbarian started to mumblin

and the mumblin is Non-Stop.

When the Miss Barbarian was leavin

She, not, I should say, IT did a horrible thing.

It purposely pushed the chair to knock my dad's.

How Fuckin Rude that is.

My god.

Thats a Barbarian, I swear to God.

haha

Rude people could really make me go Bananas.

I mean

Is it that Hard for you to be Polite?

Sorry  Thank You  Please  Excuse Me

These words aint that hard to pronounce, so use 'em.

p.s. Im Desperate. Haha

The First Ride

Please dont look at the girl's bang and boom.

Look at the car at the back.

Well, finally Im here to write.

LOL

Okay, for sure its not my first car driving.

But it means a lot to me. 

(cause didnt kill anyone? haha)

Inilah what happened.

My sister, niece and nephew went for a trip with the kids' kindergarten

The bus will reach at the kindergarten

and my mom was suppose to go and fetch them back.

But

My kaki mom went out with her friends

even though she knew she couldnt make it, she still go.

Kaki, right?! haha

So, my sister reached there.

and someone's gonna fetch them.

Im the only choice, because Im the only human in my house.

Its sort of like a Have To Situation.

I was so freakin excited, but yet takut.

Cause the last time I drive was... loooong ago. LOL

Thank god my sister's car is a Auto Myvi.

Pheewwww *Relief*
And I Sucessfully and Safefully reached the kindergarten.

My sister became the drive on the way back.

Cause I was shakin.. haha

Well, its my First Ever Ride that drive alone.
LOL
which basically means that Im all by myself.
There is no other life on the car,
and thats why I dare to drive on that time.

I've got my license for like one year long

but I never drive more than 10 times. Haha

I wanted to drive but my parents just dont allow.

and I dont know why.

Probably because I look like a dangerous driver. LOL

and when I was drivin my friend's car in the college

we nearly have accident. haha

But I guess that Im cool now. 

I came up with this theory

There is no need to bother other cars on the road

as long as you know your car are cool

not gonna knock anyone off

then we are fine, right? LOL

although it sounds a little bit dangerous. 

****

I watched The Hole.

Overall, okay okay.

But the end part, really disgusted me.

Its like Alice in the Wonderland.

hahahaha

p.s. Do you know that I Like You, a lot?

Rather Not.

" If you knew that it is not gonna work,

why still hang on on it? "

What Im tryin to say is

I will just keep myself in Silence.

Not talkin anythin extra.

Since my presence annoyed y'all.

Since my absence pleasant y'all.

So thats what Im gonna do.

because I dont feel like talkin to you either.

I dont like you, thats why I dont talk to you.

Oh ya, and what y'all are doin right now,

prove to me that Im right.

Im right callin y'all Bitch.

(Oppss, I dont mean to be rude.) LOL

Thats why,

I Rather Not talk to y'all, since y'all are pushin me away.

I Rather Not make myself being annoyin since y'all are Outcasting me.

There are a lot of Rather Nots that I do

to make y'all's life and mine to be great and peace.

Talkin to y'all is not on my MUST DO LIST.

Sorry. LOL

Makin people feel Bad, is one of the thing that I do Best.

p.s. : Upcomin Post.

Candle Day

The Ride