必要

有時候

就是沒有那個必要

很多事情

不需要搬到臺面上來説

有時甚至不用說

大家都知道

你是不是個好孩子？

這個答案

只有自己最清楚

你的所有

一舉一動

一思一維

父母都會看在眼裏

有時候

就是沒有那個必要

沒必要把事情說得很白

因爲

大家都心裏有數

p.s.

Im cant wait for Angpaos.

LOL

Mornin

There it goes,

another great start of another great day.

What time do you wake up daily?

Me, 12pm.

Well, I do sleep late and wake up late. 

LOL

What Im tryin to say is that,

Mornin is such a great time,

there it goes,

another great start of another great day.

What else comes into you mind durin mornin?

Breakfast !!

People said that its the most important meal in a day,

which I skipped a lot.

I have this weird habit or feelin,

If I took ma breakfast on that day,

my mood will stay great for the rest of the day.

Unless some shits happen. LOL

Its just that

I do not eat breakfast a lot,

thats why I appreciate it so much.

I love havin breakfast.

But I just cant get ma lazy ass up. hehe

A cup of Coffee is a must,

at least in ma breakfast. 

What's in your breakfast?

p.s.

I still hold on to it,

although I knew I shouldnt.

Creepy

Last night, was one of the creepiest night in my life.

I was on Facebook, as usual.

I was listenin to Della's new song on Youtube.

Its a Great song, by the way.

All of the sudden,

a voice came through from the speaker.

Its the SAW's Puppet's Voice.

OMFG

"I wanna play a game"

Thats what the voice said.

It scares my shit off, seriously.

If you've watched SAW before,

you know what Im talkin about.

The voice is just Simply Scary.

I got so afraid and I told Dammy bout it on Facebook.

I was sooo nervous, I dont know what to do.

I got goosebumps all over my body.

and I just feel very GELI. T^T

I've checked every single thing on my PC,

nothin has video or audio elements,

I just open a tab of Facebook, thats all.

I on and off the speakers for several times,

and the voice is still there talkin.

T.T

Dammy asked me to off the FB and reopen it.

I did so.

and I cant on FB back.. WTH

I called Dammy and told him that.

He laughed at me.

=.=

Since I cant on my FB

and I have my shit all over the floor.

I went to my room and sleep.

I persuaded myself for so long to close my eyes.

Thank god Im still alive today.

Pheeewww....

You can go and listen to the voice here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nac1avJp3UE&feature=related

p.s.

I feel like Dying,

when I cant see you.

本能

我有個本能

渾然天成

不知道你會不會

但我

會

我總會把事情

都想象得太美好

有的時候

甚至是無法到達的美好

天生的夢想家

也只不過是夢想家

每一次

都捂著自己的眼睛耳朵

讓自己無法看到現實

心裏就會好過點

到最後

卻是自己在那裏落淚

在那裏數落自己的可悲

我有個本能

渾然天成

把事情美好化

以為有一點點可能

p.s.

You may not know,

but I do Care about You.

說

你總是習慣地叫我安靜

說我吵鬧會打擾你專心

做你的事情

但是過後你又逗我開心

說剛剛只是在逗我而已

要我別生氣

你有我說也說不完的事情

我有你嫌也嫌不完的脾氣

你總是說

你不想我

還說我想得太多

我總是無法抗拒你的深情

對你的笑容我也无能为力

我的生活

有你不寂寞

我只想說 說 說

我喜歡你 很多

我只想說

我只要說

我愛你

很多 很多

p.s.

It's a Song.

Read

"I should really get my Ass to Study."

That above line is what I told myself every moment

but I will end up facebook-ing,

youtube-ing and sleeping. LOL

Im Lazy, I know.

Procrastination is basically my Best Friend.

I will always tell myself that

"Later lar"

"FB first lar"

things like that.. Haha

Im kinda like a Vampire Reader.

I cant study or do my revision when the sun in up high in the sky.

As long as I see sun rays,

my brain will not works in memorizin things.

Im not givin myself excuse to sleep late, okay.

It just works this way.

My brain is on its best condition from 11pm to 3am.

Oh yea, and I love to do relax myself before exams.

Not as wild as strippin on the street, LOL.

Last sem, the day before my second paper,

I went to GreenBox. haha

This sem, the day before my first paper,

I went for movie, The Tourist. (nice movie)

LOL

I just somehow feel that I deserve to have to fun.

Probably is because I cant deal with stress.

Well, one paper left.

Rock on, DAV2. (^^)v

**********

Read This:

There was a day where Im using my Jason, my laptop.

I grabbed the mouse and start navigatin.

But the cursor on the screen is not moving.

I got Frustrated and Smacked the mouse against the table, twice.

That is when I realized,

I was holdin Lisa, My Handphone.

T.T

p.s.

Why would I wanna waste my saliva to talk about you?

I was soooo Silly. 

Ugly

You are one Ugly human bein.

Seriously,

I dont update my blog as frequent as daily.

But I have to write this out.

Or else I will be goin to you face and Smack you hard.

I can no longer stand you.

You are Disgustin.

Literally, Gross.

I see BITCH on you forehead.

The way you acted is ridiculously Bitchy.

And yet,

you are still puttin you innocent face on,

which is so fuckin fake.

You dont have to be a Bitch, seriously.

Why make yourself one?

I just dont get it.

There are people tellin me that you're up to somethin.

I dont really buy it at the first,

but now, I totally Get It.

Yea, you're up to somethin.

For me, you aint how innocent as you look.

You are one of the most trickiest people I've ever met in my entire life.

You got me opened my eyes big, huge.

Thank you for revealin who you really are.

I totally understand who you are now, Bitch.

And I aint a kind of you,

so get your ass off me.

p.s.

Im a Bitch as well,

in scoldin people. LOL

Cherish

Please Love Me for Who I Am.

Its always Important for me

to be Genuine.

I dont like people fakin their ass around,

especially those who are around me.

It annoys me.

It irritates me.

But

I was tryin so fuckin hard to please others,

to satisfy them,

which has made me fakin my ass. LOL

Cleo, my dear, my angel, replied my status,

"Please Love Yourself for Who You Are"

It touched my heart so so much.

I almost cried.

It is a thing that I've never realize.

I've never love myself enough.

I literally hate myself, a lot.

And I wanted make so much changes on what I am,

to please or fit in,

which is unnecessary at all.

I shall learn to Cherish myself,

and those who loves me.

Rather than pleasin those who I love.

p.s.

Is Okay.

The message is Crystal Clear.

Gets

*Cheerin*

*Shoutin*

*Sleepin*

Happy 01.01.2011, people.

Time flies.

One more year to the end of the world. LOL

Nah... I dont give a shit about 2012. 

I've got 57 likes on my happy new year status

Thats a lotttttt, for me la. LOL

For certain people, 100 likes is less than enough. 

Okay.

I have a list of Getssss for my 2011.

1. Get my Ass to learn some Music Instrument

I have a keyboard in my room,

and I dont know how to play it. LOL

I want to learn guitar as well weh...

2. Get a Great Result for my Diploma.

I mau scholarship!!

I mau scholarship!!

I mau scholarship!!

3. Get some Changes on my Look.

I need Height, yes, Height!

I wanna be a Muscle-man.

*I was laughin like crazy when I typed this.*

4. Get Myself to be Loved.

Anybody?

You may register yourself in the chatbox.

LOL

5. Get a CAR

Wah...

Ini macam impossible weh, haaha

skip

6. Get some $$

I need Money.

Any freelance job? partime job?

7. Get a Life.

LOL

p.s.

God, save me.

Im not in Final Mood. OMG