Popcorn

Okay

When you see, or heard or think of popcorn,

what else can you think of?

MOVIESS!!

Yeap.

Im here proudly announce that,

I've watched a lot of movies this week.

(What so proud bout it? LOL)

Well, 

basically, I've break my own record.

Thats why Im here to actually write bout it LOL

29th Dec

Well, it was okay. Funny.

26th Dec

The monster is scary.

Cause its Snake. I tak suka Snake >.<

24th Dec

It is okay as well.

Jack Black's fat tummy is... gross. hahaha

23th Dec

This is Awesome.

I Love it a lot lot lot lot lot..

20th Dec

Dont Watch.

Dont waste you $$, please.. 

20th Dec

The graphic was awesome, as I watched 3D

Storyline... okok je..

p.s.

Seriously,

Im not ready for Final!!

Birth

Choco Mud Cake, Secret Recipe.

The candle was blew 15 days ago.

which is my Birthday :)

Well yea,

I know its a little bit too late to write bout it now,

but I was super busy with my assignments.

and now,

Im Officially Assignment-Free!

LOL

Okay,

My Bday eve,

we went to Blue Pub, Cheras.

Had a great time with alcohol.

was sooo tipsy. LOL

10.12.10

Nothin special.

My mom bought me the cake

super yummy.

Thanks for everyone that celebrated with me.

Especially my Mom and Dad. <3

******

Hello?????!!!

Its Christmas!!!!

and I ended up cleanin my room. WTF

I will certainly kick Santa's ass if he didnt give me any present this year.

LOL

p.s.

Im Still Runnin

just so you know.

Parody

Well

I wanted to do this last 2 weeks ago.

But I was Super Busssssy.

Finally

I am here to update.

The above photo is a moron,

which refers to Me. LOL

Hmmm...

feel free to visit her blog.

Gadis Cantik *vomit* ini,

is my inspiration. HAHA

So I decided to do a parody on her. 

hehe

Which photo better?

Mine, I know. LOL

Cause my <3 is more colorful.

p.s.

Christmas is Wavin to me!!

Where's my Santa??

Throat

This is not my Throat. Thank You.

I shall be Straight to the Point.

My throat had Bengkak for 4 days.

Last Wednesday to Sunday.

It was Horrible!!

All I can say is that

Im a Stubborn Moron.

haha

I thought by drinking tones of water and honey

would help me cure the bengkak-ness.

I was tooo naive. LOL

I went for the doctor on Sunday night,

around 9 pm.

The bengkak is Gone by 11pm.

How efficient is that!

and I choose to suffer for 4 days.

>.<

Whats weird about it is that

My voice is still how it is.

I can talk, scream, sing, shout as usual.

But the bengkak is there.

hmmm......?

Just now

I nearly die because of takin medicine.

HAHA

The medicine stuck in my throat weh

I admit that Im bad in swallowin pills.

Below is the conversation in the clinic.

Doc : "Do you wanna have injecti--"

Me: "NO." * immediately*

LOL

p.s.

Will you not reply the SMS of someone you care?

We all know the answer very well...

藏

眼淚與地心引力附和

濕了我的指尖

活的好累

我也可以假裝無所謂

卻隱瞞不了心碎

當所有的以為

都並非以為

不能怪誰

只能把自己的世界毀

失望太沈重

所以選擇了不希望

顫抖的不安

猖狂地彌漫

心痛得習慣

傷口不用包紮 也不用管

讓眼淚放肆地流浪

濕了我的鍵盤

好想把自己藏起來

逃離所有不慷慨

回避一切失敗

就像貝殼保護自己

死也不放開

背負世俗的眼光和指責

不快樂

臉上的笑 僵了

或許盲目的配合

會比較快樂

剛剛

哭慘了

撞

當下的我

超級無敵想跳下巴士

昨天

我沒去上課

早上起來做了我的功課后

就打算回家去啦

由於是在太懶惰

所以帽子一抓

就出門啦

上了巴士

要到捷運去

突然發現

有個男生上了巴士

眼神狂盯着我看

“是不是我太邋遢？”

那時我心裏的第一個念頭

我的天

天 天 天 天 天

往他的頭上一瞄

我和他在戴着同樣的帽子

=.=

當下的我

超級無敵向跳下巴士

其實撞帽子

真的是我的第一次

哈哈

我是覺得還好啦

但是那個男生的朋友

在那裏猛笑

猛笑也就算了

還一直轉過來瞄我

什麽嘛
差點就把我的文件夾朝他的方向扔去

哈哈

我那可愛的帽子

衣櫥就是你的歸屬啦

不要再到外面的世界去了

很容易遇到自己的雙胞胎

p.s.
Im not the one that comes into your mind first.
I was... Last.

Stuff

Well

I dont update my bloggy as frequent as before, right?

I know. Im gettin Lazy.

Dont blame me. Blame the Assignments.

They took all my time.

*wipin tears*

Okay.

I forgotten since when

I started to give names to the things around me.

The First name was Paul.

Paul is my friend, Joee's pillow.

He is literally my boyfriend. LOL

He was named because all my friend had a bf or gf, and I dont.

His existence is to fulfill my needs.

You know what needs are they lar

haha

Honda.

Thats the name for Joee's bag.

( I love Joee's stuffs.. LOL ) 

I named her because I always hold her.

Just now, my laptop was named.

Jason. LOL

I like this name, but I dont like Jason.

He's very.... laoya..

Open AI, open chrome, open player, open word

then lagggggg like nothin else. >.<

But I still have to sayang Mr. Jason. 

Cause cant do assignment without him.

Thats all for the Names now.

I have a list of my stuff to be named:

ma Handphone

ma Pendrive

ma SketchBook

ma Wallet

ma File

ma Bag

Any names to suggest? LOL

**********

I said Assignments took all my time, right?

Especially DESIGN!!

Well, its a full coursework subject.

So it has plenty of exercises and assignment to be done.

God bless me. :)

p.s.

I dont like Uncertainties.

Yes or No?

Covered

Human beings are UGLY.

Fuckin UGLY.

Trust nobody.

Cause everyone is SHIT.

You know,

there are times where we thought of somethin is in that way

there is someone who is how we thought them is.

ITS NOT.

Bitches and Jerks are all around.

and I fuckin mean it.

There are people who you know them

they are fuckin nice.

But at the end, there are the shit that mess up your life.

People like me,

are fuckin stupid, and naive enough

to believe others 100%-ly

What Im tryin to say is

I gave sincere to be friends,

and these are what I fuckin get from you?

" We had our eyes covered, sometimes.

When it is bein unfold,

please be ready to accept the Ugly Truth. "

p.s.

If you feel offended,

you are the fuckin BITCH that Im talkin about.

Cry Baby

Alright, I'll just admit it.

I love to Cry.

I Cry a lot. haha

I dont know whats up with me.

I mean, since I was little,

I was known as the Cry Baby.

Maybe there's somethin wrong with my eyes

which made me cry so easily.

Last dont-know-what-day,

there was a break between classes

so we went for lunch.

Then, we talked bout tones of things

and dont know which fella mentioned about the grandparents

then we started to talk bout funerals and how they passed away.

I already got tears up when my friends were talkin,

I miss my Grandma, a lot. 

*Wipin Tears*

Then I was sayin the last thing my grandma told me

"Must study hard arh.."

My eyes turned into Water Pipes.

My friend freaked out.

HAHA

because I cried so hard all of the sudden.

Yesterday

I was watchin Marley & Me on StarMovie.

Its such a great movie.

Do go watch if you havent do so.

So, I was watchin and watchin

Its kinda funny and hilarious..

at the end, Marley died.

What else do you expect?

My eyes turned into Water Pipes, again.

HAHA

I cried out so badly,

even my mucus came out 

*yucks*

I felt so good after all the cryin

because I havent been cryin for some times already.

My friends even said that

Cryin actually helps in washin the eyes.

Real or not...?

p.s

You are really Killin Me.

Please Stop it, just stop it...

Exchange

Everythin come with a Cost.

Well

the Cost that Im referrin to 

is not the price cost.

Its the things that we have to sacrifice.

Hmm...

for example

you got somethin, but you loss somethin else.

Okay

You may have the Look, but you dont have the Brain.

You may have the Brain, but you dont have the Body.

You may have Everythin, but you dont have the Luck.

These sort of things.

I've seen sooo many real life examples around me.

which made me have such a strong belief in this.

What Im tryin to say is that

God is Fair, agree?

He will gives you somethin

of course, takin somethin away from you,

which makes nobody is perfect.

So please,

just be Grateful for what you have,

instead of envyin what others own.

( Im actually tellin myself. HAHA )

There was a day

Me and Joee were waitin for Cleo in front of the hostel

We saw two girls, and we said that they must be super clever.

wonder why? LOL

try to relate what I wrote up there.

( We are Bad People.)

p.s.

Its Halloween Night, and Im stucked home.

Born Evil

Im the Bad Person,

all the time

and I have no idea why.

People always assumed that

Im the Troublemaker

Im the one that is bein mean (I am)

or Im the one that is causin all these.

Whenever there is a fight or argument

Im always the one that people will point their fingers to

or the one to blame to,

even if Im the victim. LOL

I dont know why.

Maybe I just dont have that Victim Look.

I dont know how to act innocent or pity.

I dont know how to crawl for sympathy from others,

unlike some who is very good in it.

I realized this when I was chattin with my friends

and they just said that the previous fight

Im the Bad Guy.

and Imma like "What?!"

Then I asked them whether they know what really happened,

they said No.

and yet, they assumed that Im the big bad guy. 

This is really frustrating

because people accuse you.

Of course, its pathetic as well.

But Im just bein myself

bein straightforward.

My face will show whatever that is in my brain.

Unlike some people,

who may look descent from the outside,

but Morally Putrefy inside.

Or Maybe,

I memang is a Bad Person.

Who knows, this is an open ended statement.

*****

When you fuckin claims that I dont talk to you,

do you come and talk to me first?

You know the best with the Answer.

So, dont BullShit me.

p.s.

It has been a while,

since my last GreenBox.

屏息

在空氣中尋覓

我們愛過的痕跡

卻也在逃避

龜裂的蛛絲馬跡

幸福總是抓不緊

沒有永恒的甜蜜

我總是來不及

只能沈默地品嘗回憶

我 屏息

期待我愛的你

盼望我想的你

能夠在一次

把我的顫抖擁緊

你 屏息

不顧一切離去

割舍了所有距離

把我放棄

愛 屏息

我不想忘記

縱然把你失去

Night Monster

Finally

I mean Finally!

I went to Club.

oh yeah~~

I wanted to get my body shake for so long,

and I went on Friday. yeeppeee

I actually told myself that

"I came to Dance, and I shall Do so."

LOL

So, we went to Mist @ Bangsar.

First time there

trust me, there will be a Second time. haha

The place is soooo nice..

We actually planned for Quattro,

but due to some reason,

Mist shall be Hit. haha

So the night was Awesome.

I got tipsy on my second glass

and hit the dance floor. haha

Im so regret that I dance too much.

I did shake too much, seriously.

My back, my neck, my legs, my arms

are so friggin pain right now.

It has been a day,

and they are still aching.

and Im a Coffee Boy.

I have my coffee on the next mornin

and I felt like I Cant Breath

my heart ached as well

feel like gonna die weh. LOL

Is that because of the alcohol I drank last night?

I've got no idea.

My other friends even ask me to club on Saturday

and Imma like

"I can hardly walk, you want me to club?"

haha

Clubbin is Fun, but dont club too much

its a Sincere Advice. hehe

****

There was a day 

where me and my parents went to Aeon Bukit Tinggi.

We passed by Guess

and my mom told my dad she wants one.

and my dad asked,

"Whats that? Goose arh?" LOL

He pronounced Guess to Goose.

Laugh die me and my mom. haha

There was another day

me and Alex went to GreenBox.

The cashier wanted my member card, and I gave her.

But she dont wanna take it and gave me a Weird look.

I looked at what Im holdin

and I realized I gave her to Touch n Go.

Hahaha

p.s.

Happy Birthday ^^

Civility

All I wanna say is

We are Civilized People

so behave like one.

I cant deal with Barbarians, at all.

They annoyed me

and disgusted me.

Sunday 

<10.10.10>

Me and my parents went for BahKutTeh.

(Its Klang what.. thats what we eat LOL)

We drink chinese tea over there.

You need to get yourself the hot boilin water, right?

Its not like you never eat BKT before,

you should know what I mean.

That restaurant is kinda advance.

They use those electronic water heater

instead of kettle

So, my daddy was makin the chinese tea.

He went for the hot boilin water.

and dont know how

the hot water kinda splashed a few drops to an Auntie nearby.

This is when the Barbarian comes out within the Auntie. LOL

My dad apologized.

He didnt do it on purpose what.

Memang its his fault of not being careful,

its HOT WATER weh.

Then the Miss Barbarian started to mumblin

and the mumblin is Non-Stop.

When the Miss Barbarian was leavin

She, not, I should say, IT did a horrible thing.

It purposely pushed the chair to knock my dad's.

How Fuckin Rude that is.

My god.

Thats a Barbarian, I swear to God.

haha

Rude people could really make me go Bananas.

I mean

Is it that Hard for you to be Polite?

Sorry  Thank You  Please  Excuse Me

These words aint that hard to pronounce, so use 'em.

p.s. Im Desperate. Haha

The First Ride

Please dont look at the girl's bang and boom.

Look at the car at the back.

Well, finally Im here to write.

LOL

Okay, for sure its not my first car driving.

But it means a lot to me. 

(cause didnt kill anyone? haha)

Inilah what happened.

My sister, niece and nephew went for a trip with the kids' kindergarten

The bus will reach at the kindergarten

and my mom was suppose to go and fetch them back.

But

My kaki mom went out with her friends

even though she knew she couldnt make it, she still go.

Kaki, right?! haha

So, my sister reached there.

and someone's gonna fetch them.

Im the only choice, because Im the only human in my house.

Its sort of like a Have To Situation.

I was so freakin excited, but yet takut.

Cause the last time I drive was... loooong ago. LOL

Thank god my sister's car is a Auto Myvi.

Pheewwww *Relief*
And I Sucessfully and Safefully reached the kindergarten.

My sister became the drive on the way back.

Cause I was shakin.. haha

Well, its my First Ever Ride that drive alone.
LOL
which basically means that Im all by myself.
There is no other life on the car,
and thats why I dare to drive on that time.

I've got my license for like one year long

but I never drive more than 10 times. Haha

I wanted to drive but my parents just dont allow.

and I dont know why.

Probably because I look like a dangerous driver. LOL

and when I was drivin my friend's car in the college

we nearly have accident. haha

But I guess that Im cool now. 

I came up with this theory

There is no need to bother other cars on the road

as long as you know your car are cool

not gonna knock anyone off

then we are fine, right? LOL

although it sounds a little bit dangerous. 

****

I watched The Hole.

Overall, okay okay.

But the end part, really disgusted me.

Its like Alice in the Wonderland.

hahahaha

p.s. Do you know that I Like You, a lot?

Rather Not.

" If you knew that it is not gonna work,

why still hang on on it? "

What Im tryin to say is

I will just keep myself in Silence.

Not talkin anythin extra.

Since my presence annoyed y'all.

Since my absence pleasant y'all.

So thats what Im gonna do.

because I dont feel like talkin to you either.

I dont like you, thats why I dont talk to you.

Oh ya, and what y'all are doin right now,

prove to me that Im right.

Im right callin y'all Bitch.

(Oppss, I dont mean to be rude.) LOL

Thats why,

I Rather Not talk to y'all, since y'all are pushin me away.

I Rather Not make myself being annoyin since y'all are Outcasting me.

There are a lot of Rather Nots that I do

to make y'all's life and mine to be great and peace.

Talkin to y'all is not on my MUST DO LIST.

Sorry. LOL

Makin people feel Bad, is one of the thing that I do Best.

p.s. : Upcomin Post.

Candle Day

The Ride

Ombrophobia

Ombrophobia is defined as,

an Abnormal Fear towards Rain. LOL

Okay, maybe Im a little bit exaggeratin,

I dont really have a Phobia towards rain,

But, I dont like it for sure,

especially rainin in the night.

Last Sunday, it rains like mad on my place.

Well, there are many reasons on why I dont like Rainin.

Maybe just because deep down inside,

Im a Sunny Boy. Haha

Rainin causes inconvenient, right?

I mean, everythin just become wet and sticky when its rainin..

which is why I dont suka rainin. LOL

Another reason is...

This may sound a little bit ridiculous.

In all the thriller movies

(I mentioned I love watchin 'em)

all those

monsters

murderers

ghost

or whatever scary creature it is,

will come out and start eatin or killin people durin the rain in night.

Which is scary. LOL

It actually gave me a shadow,

thinkin that someone is gonna kill me when Im all alone in the night,

when its rainin.. haha

I dont like Thunder as well,

whenever I see the lightin,

you can see me gettin ready for the thunder by coverin my ears.

There was Once,

its in the rainin evenin,

thunder and lightin join the play also la, of course.

I was drinkin coffee and chattin with my mom in the livin room.

I was holdin my coffee,

and Suddenly! The thunder struck.

I jump up from the sofa, with my coffee all over me, the sofa and the floor.

LOL

My mom laughed at me, and scolded me. haha

Oh ya, there is one more reasons of dislikin rainin.

Cannot watch Astro weh..

Everytime when it reaches the exicitin part,

then rain.. >.<

p.s : Checkered!! May I know you? LOL



Bitch Within.

The followin content is Offensive. 

Read at your own risk.

Okay, it has been a long time since my last scold in blog.

and this time, its gonna be long, fierce, and cruel.

Im a very easygoin person.

but it doesnt mean that you can fuckin come and mess with me.

I can be fuckin horrible, fuckin terrible, and get your life fucked up.

aint kiddin.

You are a BITCH.

Truly a BITCH.

Nothin could have change it, okay.

Dont try to act like you are fuckin noble or innocent.

I've known you long enough.

I know from the deepest, what kind of SHIT that you fuckin are.

and what are you showin to the others, are SCUM.

those are just the character that you faked out.

Which you use to MANIPULATE.

yes, no doubt.

you are so fuckin good in manipulatin people.

arent you?

all you do is just tryin to get yourself in a higher ground.

and others may not know what the fuck Im talkin about.

but you know the best.

cause you are the BITCH of the house, BITCH of the world.

Hell yea for that.

You are so Manipulative.

and you know why I say this?

look at your fuckin self, and you know what the hell Im talkin about.

how manipulative you are.

talkin my bad behind me and you think I didn know?

and you claims that I have to FUCKIN respect you because you are my SISTER?

yes, the BITCH that Im talkin about is my sister.

You dont fuckin cares for others, 

then dont fuckin want me to fuckin take you as my fuckin sister.

I aint gonna have a sister that fucks like you do, bitch.

Its not the fuckin first time.

and it has been a several times, bitch.

what the hell you want is to have you network builded, fuckin against me.

and fuckin restrictin me to get into it, right?!

You may say that Im talkin nonsense.

So let gets the things count.

Redang.

Dont you ever fuckin think that Im that ignorant.

Im not.

When she asked you whether wanna call me a long.

What is the fuckin expression that you gave her?

I aint blind, okay.

While she keep askin, what you answer?

you never answer, you just kept silence with you face half drawn down.

That is obvious of that you answer it.

Just fuckin say that you hate me, you dont want me to follow.

Dont fuckin make the world feel like Im the one who is tryin to create the barrier.

is YOU, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movies.

Okay, this is not an old stories.

It happens all the fuckin times.

Just like just now, right?

You know the best, asshole.

Fuckin wanna go watch movie, and never fuckin care about what others feel.

And Im not fuckin talk about myself only,

there are still others, who has eyes and ears either.

You think that their skin are that insensitive?

You think that there are sooooooooooooooooo stupid to not know it?!

You fuckin knew I watched it,

then why still fuckin choose that to watch?

It obvious that you dont want me to follow along, 

so that you are continue MANIPULATE your NETWORK, right?!

yea, bingo, that the fuckin correct answer.

When the FUCKIN question was asked:

"我们去看戏，你要去吗？看Devil "

then I said yes, Want.

here come the next one

"看devil wor, 你看了得wor...."

what is this fuckin suppose to mean?!

and I choose to ignored her and talks to others.

But she is still fuckin there,

and thats the point I realized that,

she DONT FUCKIN WANT ME TO FOLLOW ALONG.

Then WHY you fuckin come and ASK?!

if you fuckin have that on mind, 

DONT FUCKIN ASK ME!

It.
If you fuckin know that Im INTERESTED in IT
WHY do you fuckin go and NEAR IT?!
dont fuckin tell me that IT came to you first.
You can fuckin push it away, arent you!?
That bitchy side of you is always tehre.
Every single one that has interested on,
you just fuckin BITCH AROUND.

Okay, so what are you goin to do after you see this?

after everyone see this?

Let me predict,

hmm....

FUCKIN NOTHIN.

why!?

because

you want people to think that Im the Mess, Im the Jerk.

who is sooooo fucked up.

So that you can gained some sympathy again, right?

from how cruel I am.

And people could see you as the VICTIM, right?

and pity you.

That is HOW you MANIPULATE, BITCH..

You are not fuckin my sister.

I dont have a fuckin BITCH as my sister.

And those who are along, we'll see.

All I can say is I could be MEAN, real mean.