Bug

And Im so Annoyed.

Okay

Have you ever met someone in your life,

that you just dont like them for no reason?

I bet your answer would be,

" yea "

Alright,

so there is this person.

I dont know this stranger at all.

Never talk

Never nothing.

But I just hate this stranger.

It has been buggin me for a long time.

A whole year I would say.

It has been constantly messin with me.

Maybe it dont realize it,

but I just dont figgin like it.

Why must you mess with me?
Why must it be the same people?

Leave me alone,

and go get your own food.

I just dont understand,

and Im so Annoyed.

**********

Okay, Rapid KL again.

The day after I bought the Rabbit Card,

I took a Rapid bus again.

Then I was tryin to pay with the card,

since that was how they wanted me to do so.

So I wanna scan the card,

and I cant find the thing.

The bus driver told me,

I need to pay, instead of scannin the card.

Imma like,

" WTF "

You have one bus with only Cards allow,

and the other one with only Cash allow?

Cant you just centralized everything?

Annoyed.

p.s.

Dont hate me,

please.

Rapid

Im so pissed because I dont deserve this.

Yesterday

I went for a movie.

Due to the fact that I dont have a friggin car

so I will have to take the bus with ma friends.

I got up to the bus

Its a RAPID KL.

The fee is RM 1.

We dont have the small change,

so we handed the bus driver RM 5.

He started to mumbled in Malay.

( I have no problem with Malay language or the race )

And I cant listen to what he said.

So I suppose that he wanted a small change,

which is RM 1.

Fine.

I start diggin into Mona,

which I have a lot of coins.

I found RM 1.

Then I handed to him.

He FUCKIN gave me the look.

He gave me the friggin look,

and start to mumblin again.

And Imma like,

" What the fuck you want? "

This time, I got his message.

He wanted me to buy the Rabbit Card,

for RM 10.

So I was literally FORCED to buy that card in the bus.

Im totally fine with payin RM 10 for that card,

what I was so raged about is his attitude.

He didnt friggin tell me to buy the card at the first place,

he didnt friggin explain me how does the card function.

He friggin showed the look, the look!!!!

He friggin teased me for takin out coins to buy that card,

which I have no idea that I should give him a RM 10 note.

What the fuck

Im so pissed because I dont deserve this.

So I have to pay RM 10,

to see your wonderful shit expression?

This totally ruined ma day.

p.s.

I was hopin that you would be different.

自己

我真的不會喜歡上黃錦傑

忘了什麽時候

應該是去年

和朋友聊天

説到了感情這回事情

我忘了

我說了些什麽

我朋友就說

"如果你是對方, 你會喜歡你自己嗎?"

最近

這句話

一直在我周圍流蕩

"我不會"

答案是很堅定的

若我是別人

我真的不會喜歡上黃錦傑



他是個多麽令人討厭的醜八怪

性格臭屁

脾氣不好

笑聲又吵

眼睛又小

身高不好

還有很多

寫不完

有時我真的不明白

看上我的人

到底是看到了什麽

你們怎麽這麽奇怪?

**********

那天和鼻屎小姐在車上

她男朋友打電話來

男友

鼻屎小姐

Dear, 吃了嗎?
還沒有.. 吃什麽噢.. 在highway, 吃草啊?

我傻眼 + 笑翻

p.s.

Im not,

for sure,

I know.

Cut

Im just not.

This is gonna be short.

Just to mumble.

There are people

who meant to be miserable for their lives.

There are people

who meant to be sad for their lives.

And I guessed that,

Im one of them.

Im not cut out to be happy,

Im just not.

Along the ways,

along the times,

there will be people comin around,

and makes everything tumbles.

And when I have no one to count on,

Im basically all by myself.

p.s.

I cant read you,

at all.

有你的日子裏

你可以說她

是我的青梅竹馬

* geli*

哈哈

因爲無法見面

所以就送了一個不需要見面的禮物

友誼萬歲

* 好老土 *

p.s.

Why are you so mysterious?

One

Im all by myself

The fire is up,

high in the air.

Burnin everythin into dust.

Ashes fly,

tears cry.

Im all by myself

tryin with ma live to put off the fire

and you were there,

standin.

With your hands in your pockets.

Watchin me with ma pathetic expressions,

remanin silence all the way.

Doin Nothin.

Changes arent made,

even when they were promised to be.

You dont care,

even if you had swore.

Fables are everywhere,

and you are one of them.

p.s.

You knew the best.

Sial

Dont get close to me these days.

Im so messed up,

seriously.

Well,

this month had not been a really great month for me.

Even this sem is not a great sem for me.

All the overwhelmin assignments,

ridiculous incidients,

are seriously drivin me banana.

Ive been so Unlucky recently.

I mean, real Unlucky.

I heard from friends that,

theres a Bitch back stabbin me,

in some sort of camps.

Well, yea, You, Bitch.

Then.

I got Insulted in the lecture hall,

in front of the whole 80 of ma coursemates.

Bravo.

And,

ma lovely Jason friggin brokedown on me,

when I friggin need him in this tension moment.

Just Nice.

Lastly,

I lost ma amazing pendrive,

where I have all ma assignments in it.

I fuckin love ma life.

=.=

I have all the worst things happened on me,

and I dont know why.

Maybe its Karma,

where all ma Sins come hunt me down.

God save me.

Dont get close to me these days,

you may get killed.

p.s.

X-Men is Awesome.

Breathtaking. 

脏

我整个大傻眼地看着她

我有个朋友

很夸张

话说

我和一个朋友到这位小姐的家过夜

因为明天一大早有活动

我在倒水进我的水瓶时

不小心倒到地上去了

经典的对话就开始了

" 诶, 有布么?"

" 你要布来做么? "

" 我倒掉水在地上 "

" 哎哟.. 不用紧啦.. 就给它自己干啦.. "

@.@

我整个大傻眼地看着她

接下来

她要喝冰水

就到冰箱拿了冰

她也不小心地把一粒冰块倒在地上

她也不以为意

拿了另一粒冰块就想回去房间了

我再一次整个大傻眼

" XXX, 你的冰块掉在地上诶 "

" 然后? 给它自己融啦.. 变成水了过后就会干了的 "

" 哪里可以酱的? "

" 不然要怎样? "

" 要拿起来，然后放去洗完槽啊 "

( 我示范给她看 )

" 噢..... "

@.@

是不是超级夸张?

**********

另一天

我和另一个女生朋友在车上

以下也是我们的对话

" JJ, 我跟你玩一个游戏要吗? "

" 什么游戏? "

" 我们两个人比赛啦.. 看谁的鼻屎最多.. "

" 蛤... "
" 我们比赛啦.. 然后放在A4 Paper上面... "

- 我笑翻 -

p.s.

Nothin happen.

吃什么

The guy knew he did somethin stupid,

I went for movie yesterday

Pirates of the Caribbean 

Its seriously NOT BAD

I have no idea why people are givin it bad comments

The mermaids are insanely beautiful.

Philip is hot too. LOL

Okay,

thats not the main point.

I went into the cinema,

got myself to sit with ma Ice Lemon Tea.

On ma left,

there are 2 couples, means four of them.

They were discussin what to eat after the movie,

the first girl asked the second one,

" 诶, 去哪里吃? "

Then the second girl turn to her boyfriend,

and asked him.

" 诶, 去哪里吃? "

Then the boy turned to me and asked me,

" 诶, 去哪里吃? "

And I was like,

" Huh? "

LOL

The guy knew he did somethin stupid,

then he and her girlfriend laughed.

After that, they told the other two,

and everyone had a great time or laughin.

Well,

they thought that I never heard, but I did.

I hold ma laugh, and just pretend like nothin happened.

Its was hilarious.

p.s.

FINE !!!!

Deal

We're Addicted.

Well

we have been playin this game,

for everyday, non stop!

It will be on the table

- while we are waitin our food

- when we are eatin our food

- after we finish our food

I have to admit that,

we're addicted!

LOL

Its just sooo Fun.

and we will not get bored, at all!

Yesterday,

while we were playin in Cafeteria.

There were broadcast students sittin on the next table.

They got curious and ask us,

"You guys dont have assignments?"

We were holdin our cards,

replied, "Got arh.."

then continue to play.

Monopoly is more important than assignment :)

***********

This sem is NOT KIDDIN.

Its the last sem,

and it is awful. 

So many assignments,

so many things to handle.

I have ma fingers crossed.

p.s.

Will you look me in the eyes?

Fool

You've Crush me into Pieces.

Am I the only Fool in this world,

that still believe in loyalty and faithfulness in love?

People are messin around,

with or without you.

You're nothin but a fool.

People are full with Skins.

You may go and keep on peelin them off.

But you will never see the truth.

People are full with Lies.

Explanations, confessions, repentances, you name it.

But which of 'em are from the bottom of their heart?

I doubt.

I've already have so little faith on humanity,

and you've crush that tiny faith into pieces.

You've Crush me into Pieces.

p.s.

I have no p.s. today.

Strawberry: List

Ma fingers are tired.

Well

This is obviously a thank you list,

and its gonna be a long one.

LOL

I wanna thank Ms Chong,

for lettin me do basically whatever I want,

for spendin her precious time listenin to all ma nonsense and ridiculous ideas.

I wanna thank Steven,

for being ma wonderful PR assistant.

Sometimes I very stupid, and nasib baik got him.

I wanna thank HweePing,

for always askin me this and that, pushin ma limits,

and nearly makes me go crazy. LOL

I wanna thank Belinda and Yoyo,

for helpin out in everythin on the promotional board,

cause ma handcrafting sucks. haha

I wanna thank Joe and Michelle,

for their patience with me always exceedin the deadlines. 

I wanna thank Yonce, Allen, and Daniel,

for their wonderful programme and leadership.

I wanna thank Kelvin,

for gettin me those vouchers from the cafe. 

I wanna thank Alvin,

for shoutin so loud and lost your voice in Society Day.

I wanna thank Wesley,

for bringin laptop, and I neva use it. Opps...

I wanna thank Oscar,

for practicin the flashmob so hard,

and comin to help out even he has other societies to busy with.

I wanna thank Wayne,

for bringin BeeHong and Vivian in,

and thanks to 3 of them to walk around the college with the heavin boards.

I wanna thank Caryn, Kenny, and Sam,

for bring their DSLR, Anthony, and QiQi,

and helpin out soooo much in the whole event.

I wanna thank Cer Tong and Wee Tong,

for always doin their PR job, and neva rest.

I wanna thank Zoe and Ray,

for choreographing and dancin so hard for the FlashMob.

I wanna thank Rechean,

for comin to help out, even he has greater things to do.

I wanna thank XiaMi,

for your stupid Iron Fan Lady and Hello Kitty jokes.

Plus, being a great Faci on the actual day.

I wanna thank ShinYi,

for comin back to practice flashmob durin her holidays,

and take care of the booth so well for 3 days.

I wanna thank PaoLi,

for lookin after the booth, 

and copyin the whole list again with her beautiful writins.

I wanna thank BeiBei and BiBi,

for givin me mentals support and askin me to add oil all times.

I wanna thank Alex, 

for comin on the last day, and promote at the hot bus stop.

After typin all these,

ma fingers are tired.

LOL

Thats all I guess,

I hope I neva left anyone out.

p.s.

♥ I miss ATCL ♥

Strawberry

I ♥ you all.

ATCL

Aint No Strawberry

These words have been followin me for six months,

and it will continue stay in ma heart,

for the rest of ma life.

This is the event that Ive been busyin around.

Im the PR Director,

for the first time in ma life.

Ive regret so much when I was first selected as a director.

I wanted to quit soooo much.

But its a totally different story right now.

I love ma pose and I love what I do.

I miss everyone in the event today,

main comm, facis, station masters, crews, and participants.

Especially ma cute participants ♥

They are actually Group 23.

But I named them SS Group.

So they are ma SS babies. LOL

Besides,

I ♥ ma PR Team.

Steven   Caryn   ShinYi   PaoLi   Wayne

BeeHong   Vivian   Alvin   Zoe   Kenny

Ray   Rechean   XiaMi   Alex   CerTong

WeeTong   BeiBei   BiBi   HweePing   Sam

We seriously Rock !!

Ma eyes got wet when I was sharin in front at the end.

Thank god tak da cry. LOL

I ♥ you all.

I ♥ ATCL.

So,

Are you a Strawberry?

p.s.

I know I dont look like a director.

LOL

Boost

So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends

Im

T-I-R-E-D

but yet, satisfyin.

ATCL is really makin me crazy.

Theres so much things to do.

Call me Robot Jiek.

LOL

Well,

next week is it.

So I will enjoy ma lovely weekends,

and prepare to die by Tuesday.

haha

No more complaints.

No more mumblin.

No more naggin.

Just get the works done, WJJ.

One last complaint,

I bet Im darker.

I hanged the buntings all aroud the college for 2 hours,

2 HOURS!!!

T^T

p.s.

I shall be Thankful,

cause I see me in you.

Parents ♥

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

I have wonderful Parents.

Gosh

Im cryin so bad right now.

Ma last birthday.

I was home.

No one planned to celebrate with me on the actual night.

Not even ma parents,

as they guessed that I would be goin out.

When they found out that Im not,

ma dad got me a birthday cake.

And its just them,

ma dad and mom.

They sang the birthday song for me.

Although its just both of them singin,

but its the Most Touchin birthday song ever,

in ma entire life.

I nearly cry, but I hold it back.

And just now,

I was not happy,

it was written all over ma face.

Ma parents came to me,

looked at me with cares and love,

tryin to cheer me up.

And the moment ma mom put her hand on ma shoulder,

I wish I could lay on her shoulder and cry all I want.

I feel so bad everytime,

when I let them see how unhappy I am,

and how fragile I am,

and made them worry me.

I may not blessed with lovely friends or siblings.

But God gave me them,

ma dad and ma mom.

The love that they gave and will continue givin me,

is more than enough.

p.s.

I cry a lot these days.

Faked

Ma Smiles were faked.

Im not happy recently.

Maybe not recently,

Im not happy for a very long time, I guess.

I dont laugh that much as I used to.

I rarely smile as well.

Even if I do so,

its just not real.

I guess Im Stress,

with all the things goin around.

Its just not easy.

The scar that I suffered from,

aint fully recovered yet.

It hurts all the time.

I miss Happiness.

It had gone for vacation for so long,

long enough to leave ma heart empty and cold.

One of ma friend told me that,

ma laughters arent genuine anymore.

Ma smiles were faked.

I guess thats what happened.

Tryin to tell the world that Im alright.

**********

Im addicted with "Prettiest Friend" by Jason Mraz.

and its the reason why Im so emo right now.

Darn it.

p.s.

I wish I was there.

Why am I not there?

What are We Gonna Do

You know how much you love him.

We suffered on the same track

same pattern, same mindset

We're havin what we dont have.

People think that we are a mess

they treated us like trash

and yet

we are happy with that

I pick up the broken pieces of ma heart

Its never over for me from the start

You know how much you love him

I know how much I love you

and she knows how much she loves me

But baby

What are we gonna do

We know that everythin is over

Our love is dead and whos the murderer

I bet that you do feel the same way too

So baby

What are we gonna do

**********

Ini adalah sebuah lagu.

LOL

p.s.

I need Motivation.

窺

肉麻死了

話説

我那很愛趴趴走的媽媽

去了中國旅行 10 天

重點是竟然沒有帶我去

（ 氣 ） 

故事來了

我爸這幾天就狂問我漢語拼音

一個大男人

每天有八點檔不看

在那裏SMS

我就覺得不對勁

我爸他電話都很少打

信息當然就更少啦

幹嗎突然SMS

於是

我的偷窺行動就開始了

昨晚

我爸睡了以後

我就拿了他的電話

就看他的已發信息

我的天

肉麻死了

全部信息都是發給我媽的

都是什麽

我愛你

想你

要好好照顧自己

一生一世永不分離 都出來了

加上我爸的錯字超多

我邊看就邊笑

當然也覺得很窩心

**********

If you know ma dad,

and you read ma blog,

please dont tell him this. 

I dont wanna get kill.

LOL

p.s.

Aku Stress ni...

Obligation

Just suck it up.

We hold on to many responsibilities in our life.

Everyone does.

Its all about balancin between your pleasures and obligations.

Im just sick and tired of Excuse.

Instead of complainin,

instead of givin excuses.

Why dont you just suck it up,

get your ass tight,

and get the work done?

I mean,

Just suck it up.

Or else,

you cant find Success in your life.

p.s.

I need Jobs.

I need $$.

Rhythm

Not piano, a keyboard.

Hoooray

Its Holidays.

Alright

I have some freelance to do.

I have ma ATCL to go on.

and besides that,

Im basically still free, I guess. 

So, I gained a new hobby.

Piano.

Trust me,

Im workin ma ass out with piano.

Not piano, a keyboard.

Ma fingers are like stoned-hard,

can barely stretch to get to the key I want.

Sad-nya...

I regret for givin it up when I was 7.

Gimme some time,

then I can play a song.

( hopefully )

*********

Help me to define whether this is a good or mean friend.

Friend

Me

做麽你沒有去那些廣告Casting的?

長到這種樣子還要去casting啊?

沒有嘛... 有些廣告需要一些長到很奇怪的人的嘛...

@?*)$#(!

p.s.

Lenka's Album is Out!

♥