Brain

But there is worse thing comin through.

I was workin from last Thursday to Sunday,

in MidValley.

Due to the fact that it is so far away from Setapak.

So I went to ma friend's place to sleepover,

to ensure that I wont be late for work.

LOL

The second day of workin,

which is the day Im still in Setapak,

and gonna bring over ma stuff to sleepover at ma friend's place,

by that night.

I woke up Late.

Well,

wakin up late is already bad enough.

But there is worse thing comin through.

Me and ma friend took a cab to the LRT station.

By the time we reached,

I looked through ma bag,

I found out that I neva bring ma wallet.

Then we go all the way back to ma condo,

to get ma wallet.

By the time I reached ma condo,

I ran like crazy to ma unit.

I find everywhere,

but I still dont see Beth, ma wallet.

"Dont be lost again, please",

thats what I have in ma mind.

I called ma friend in the cab,

and asked him to search for ma wallet once again.

Seconds later, he called.

"Your wallet is in your bag."

W

T

F

Im that stupid.

Im that brainless.

Ma eyes are that small.

At the end of the day,

I kissed goodbye to ma RM14,

to the cab driver.

p.s.

How many time you wanna change?

花

空蕩蕩的房間,

空蕩蕩的腦袋,

雖然心裏住了個人,

怎麽還是感覺空蕩蕩.

揮之不去的思念.

一再的纏繞,

一再的撕掉,

一切的好.

空氣凝結了.

困着,

屬於我的,

屬於你的.

你遺忘了握在手裏的花

它凋零了,

它凋零了.

Kissed

There is no fuckin scratches or marks.

I Kissed ma neighbour's car.

Shit.

For the first time in ma life,

I knocked a car, with a car.

I was reversin the car,

to get it out from ma house.

Ma neighbour's car is in front of their house.

Ma feet was holdin on to the break,

but it doesnt work.

I dont know why.

Then,

~~ Bomp ~~
" Fuckin Shit.. " I said.
Immediately,

I went down and check out both cars.

Phewwwww...
No scratch, No marks.

Then I left, and go out.


By the time I was home,

ma brother started to make it up like a big deal.

There is no fuckin scratches or marks.

What the fuck is him barkin about?
The car is not even his.

I will pay with ma own money if they really want it.

So shut the fuck up.

p.s.

It aches,

all the time.

Melts

And the ice-cream was meltin, fast.

Alright,

I was drivin yesterday.

I went to the bank then McDonald's.

I wanted to wait for ma mom for her massage in MCD,

so I bought a sundae chocolate.

Just after I paid,

ma mom called and said that shes done.

=.=

I grabbed ma sundae chocolate and got into the car.

When I was waitin for the traffic light,

I took ma sundae chocolate, 

wanted to eat it.

Then I realized that,

I neva take a spoon.

And the ice-cream was meltin, fast.

I started to 'Drink' the dessert in ma hands,

I reached out ma tongue to lick it in the cup.

Ewww...

LOL

Sooner,

I realized that the lady driver in her car next to mine,

lookin at me with her jaw dropped.

Imma like,

"What the Hell.."

I got so embarrassed and its Green!
I speed and left her behind.
I wish she could neva recognize me.

*********

Jayesslee will be performin in KL !!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
Who wanna sponsor me?

p.s.

Work it out, dude!

Words

It doesnt matter if you are just jokin.

Its really important,

for you to know what the fuck you are talkin,

cause it matters.

Words Hurt.

It doesnt matter if you just speak instantly,

It doesnt matter if you are just jokin.

It hurts anyway.

Especially,

when what you said aint gonna make anythin right,

aint gonna make things go better,

then why dont you just zip it?

All your words would make me feel even worse,

which Im already feelin it.

Its literally torturin me.

You dont have to be that sacarstic.

**********

I push people away, when Im moody.

Sorry for that.

p.s.

I feel leftout.

Gone

Im not sure its stolen, or lost.

Hmm...

I lost ma wallet, Beth.

:'(

Its really funny when I told others this,

and they asked me " Why? "

Imma like,

How am I suppose to know?

LOL

Well,

Im not sure its stolen, or lost.

Its just Gone.

And I realized that,

I dont even have a photo of Beth.

How sad that is.

Just before you have questions on what happened,

let me answer them first.

How many money was inside?

Roughly Rm25 to 35..

Any credit or debit card?

Yup, has blocked it.

IC and License?

Yea, gotta go redo them.

Made police report yet?

Not yet, will do so later.

Well,

losing Beth, reminds me of Adam.

Haiz

p.s.

Im a horrible human bein.

Addictions

Their voice are like Amazing.

Im officially FREE from ma finals!
Yeeepeee !!
So,

there are a few things that Im addicted to these days.

I cant live without 'em, seriously.

I really mean it.

♥ Jayesslee ♥

Its obvious if you have ma facebook,

you'll know that I cant live without these two angels.

Their voice are like Amazing.

I posted their covers over and over and over again,

for like more than a hundred times.

LOL

Alright,

I know that Im a little bit outdated.

But this is really nice!

I had to put a pause on it,

because of ma finals.

But now,

I can watch like there's no tomorrow.

Hmm...

You may not know who he is.

He is MinHua, and he is extremely cute!

LOL

He covers both korean and chinese songs,

which are nice as well.

You may search MinHua's Facebook Page,

if you wanna know more bout him.

p.s.

Im a very insecure person.

Ever

Have you ever feel the ache in your heart,

but you covered it up with smile?


I did,

all the time.

p.s.

Theres nothin that I can say.

Smelly

You should really see ma mom's face.

Alright,

I went to Jusco with ma parents and ma niece.

We were headin to the car park after all the buyin.

ma parents were behind me,

like a few steps away.

After I stepped on the escalator,

I realized that,

I NEED TO FART.

I tried to hold it back,

as ma parents were behind me,

but I just cant.

And,

I farted.

LOL

Ma mom was behind me.

Out of all sudden,

She shouted,

" Who fart?! OMG! Who???! "

I laughed like shit in front of her,

but she never know,

cause she was so busy wavin away the smell.

LOL

You should really see ma mom's face.

She was so irritated by the fart.

But she neva suspect that its me,

she asked ma niece instead.

LOL

I tried to tell her for so many times,

but I just cant.

Ma words turned to laughter everytime,

then ma mom just ignored me.

Please dont tell ma mom that is was me.

LOL

p.s.

I doubt,

all the time.

Nonsense

You cant leave a world that is within yourself.

Well

Some people are just Silly.

They do things that nobody understands,

except for themselves.

Of course,

Im not sayin that they are wrong by doin so.

But its just..... silly,

for me.

You cant leave a world that is within yourself.

You cant stop bein a part of it,

because you are a part of it.

Words are just nonsense.

You will get your ass back to it,

sooner or later.

Its just a matter of time.

And of course,

you cant leave the world by removin a few of them,

while you still have another 100+ in your list?

This is seriously nonsense.

**********

I'll have ma first paper on the comin Wednesday.

Hoooray !!

* sadly *

Work hard,

Study hard,

people.

p.s.

I like the Candles. 

<3

Tumble

Ma world tumbles down.

Things fell into pieces.

Emotions are magnified.

I feel more than I usually do.

Im miserable.

Im sorry.

p.s.

Its been a long time since I cried this bad.

Maid

The house would be super messy

Well

When Im back in Klang,

I only have around 38 hours to be spent.

Let me break them down,

15 hours go to sleepin.

5 hours go to online.

6 hours go to outin.

4 hours go to ma daily routines.

Where are the remainin 8 hours?

Hmmm..

I would be cleanin ma house.

LOL

Im literally a maid when Im home.

The house would be super messy,

due to ma lovely nephew and niece.

Well, you know..

Kids.

Today,

Ive been cleanin since I wake up.

Ive been sweepin,

Ive been washin,

Ive been doin laundry,

and so much more.

I have ma breakfast like around 1pm.

You may book me to clean your house if you want.

LOL

RM100 per hour.

Thank you.

*********

I wish that I could take things easier.

Things are much more harder when it involve so many stuff.

p.s.

Super is greater than Very.

Fat

Its simply the best fried chicken I've ever had in ma life.

Im extremely hungry right now.

And it is not human for me to write this article now.

T^T

Last Sunday,

I woke up early in the mornin,

and got ma ass to go and makan "Fats Rice" with ma parents,

up to Damansara Uptown.

Well,

It is very well known,

its the Village Park Nasi Lemak.

The crowd was like crazy.

Humans are everywhere,

linin up, waitin for meals and seats.

The meals came a while after we've ordered.

The fried chicken is............. CRAZY!

Its simply the best fried chicken I've ever had in ma life.

* saliva droppin *

Its definitely a Must Try if you are a nasi lemak fans.

Google Village Park Nasi Lemak then you can know where it is.

***************

I bought a pair of shoes from Cotton On.

When I wear it,

one is tighter than the other.

Ma previous shoes dont have this issue.

Do we have like one bigger foot than the other one?
Or is it the shoes problem?

Ma left foot is slightly loose in the shoe, 

while the right one is tighter..

Hmmm...

Anyone with answers?

p.s.

Was I too Naive?

Heart.Me

It meant a lot more than thousands words.

28th & 29th July, 2011

These are the dates where I will remember for ma whole life.

Heart Me Campaign rocks,

it has been a meaningful event.

DAV3 rocks,

Im proud to be one of us.

Ms Chu rocks,

without your guidance, there will be no Heart Me.

Other lecturers rocks,

thanks for stoppin by, helpin out, and givin all the advice.

We did rocked Function Room. <3

It has been an emotional evenin.

Tears and Laughter are everywhere.

We are happy for our success.

We are sad that its goin to end.

I personally started to cried on the first day.

After watchin the NASOM TVC,

and seeing Clarence played the keyboard.

It just drives ma tears out.

On the second day,

I cried when Mr. Julius is givin his speech.

I had to hold it back because Im singin up next.

Finally,

ma tears burst out when Ms Chu gave us a thumb ups.

It meant a lot more than thousands words.

Im so touched to see everyone is so united,

in contributin into this event.

Our hard works finally paid.

Im missin everyone already.

Aww....

I made this,

aint it cute?

:目

p.s.

Can we Heart Me again?

<3

Hectic

May I have more than 24 hours?

Im SUPER busy these days,

and I mean it.

Deadlines comin,

Assignment to be submit,

Event is comin as well.

Everythin just go crazy.

I dont have enough time in a day to do all ma things,

may I have more than 24 hours?

So that I can sleep more?

LOL

It has been a week since ma last updates over here.

You can imagine how busy Im.

I need a full body massage, seriously.

Anyone?

************
Yesterday,

me and ma group members were in cafeteria,

doin our assignment.

Then a groups of people passed by us.

After they passed,

ma friend said,

" 剛才那3個女子很面熟咧... 在那裏見過蛤.. "

" 哪裏噢? "

" 給我想一下... "

2 seconds later.

" 噢.. 我記得了! 我在Animal Planet 裏面看過她們! "

aHAAahaHAHahaAHAHa

We all laughed like crazy.

p.s.

Make me Certain.

Laugh

" Many lions... "

Alright,

I love ma classmates like nothin else.

We're just so fun and hilarious together.

Yesterday,

ma tutor asked in the class,

" Do you all like football? "

I whispered,

" No. But I like ma foot and ma balls. "

LOL

Then, the tutor asked another question,

" Do you know why there are many Marathon runners from Africa? "

Ma friend answered,

" Many lions... "

Then I started to laugh non stop.

It was hilarious.

He was sayin the fact that why Africans could run fast,

is because lions always chase them over there,

which trained them up.

LOL

***************

I recalled somethin these days.

Way back when I was standard 5,

ma friend had a bday party,

where we are invited to go,

as well as ma tuition tutor and her daughter.

Her daughter is younger than me,

she was in kindergarden that time.

Orange juice is served in the party.

I was holdin a cup of it and approachin ma tutor's daughter.

Then,

I dont know where the action came from,

I started to raise ma cup on top or her,

and start pourin drops by drops on her head.

LOL

The she screamed for her mom,

but ma tutor never heard it. 

So,

I continue pourin it on her.

I felt so happy when I was doin it,

I dont know why.

Maybe Im evil.

I forgot how it ended.

But I never got blamed.

LOL

p.s.

Aku

memang

bukan.

Clean

I used to read in news about rallies in other countries.

Alright, first of all,

I have no latest updates,

or awesome photos of Bersih to provide.

Sorry if you came in and I disappointed you.

I personally dont like it, at all.

It hurts me to see people get hurts from the videos.

It hurts me to what a Chaos KL is right now.

Of course,

I was touched when I saw Malaysians,

who are stayin in foreign stood up in unity.

These are just ma personal views.

You may stop readin and leave,

if you find them different from yours.

I see Stupidity from both sides.

Its stupid for you to ask your supporters,

to risk their life.

There are tear gas bomb and water cannon out there weh.

Its stupid for you to hurt your own people.

There are others ways to handle this,

but the harsh ones are what you chose.

I used to read in news about rallies in other countries,

I neva thought this would actually happen in M'sia.

And, you know what?

Someone removed me as his friend in Facebook,

just because we have different perceptions towards the rally.

Imma like,

" Seriously? "

Then I laughed out loud,

for how... childish? aggressive? or loyal? he is.

LOL

*********

Cookies bakin sessions again, tomorrow.

p.s.

Heart Me, would ya?

Bake

I literally poured the whole tin of coco powder out.

Alright,

I baked some cookies last Sunday!

The above photo is not ma cookies, of course.

These are ma babies,

TaaaDaaaaaahh~~

Well,

okay,

I know that they dont look good,

but they are kinda delicios! :)

Its Chocolate Walnut Cookies,

if Im not mistaken.

The whole process of bakin them was hilarious.

I saw the measurement for Coco Powder was 70grams,

where it was suppose to be 2 teaspoons.

LOL

I literally poured the whole tin of coco powder out,

and tell ma mom that its not enough.

Ma mom checked out the recipe and start scoldin me.

Of course, she laughed at me as well.

Even I laughed like crazy,

while fillin those powder back into the tin.

Haha

Im Clumsy, I know.

p.s.

I have so much things to blog about!

>.<

Bug

And Im so Annoyed.

Okay

Have you ever met someone in your life,

that you just dont like them for no reason?

I bet your answer would be,

" yea "

Alright,

so there is this person.

I dont know this stranger at all.

Never talk

Never nothing.

But I just hate this stranger.

It has been buggin me for a long time.

A whole year I would say.

It has been constantly messin with me.

Maybe it dont realize it,

but I just dont figgin like it.

Why must you mess with me?
Why must it be the same people?

Leave me alone,

and go get your own food.

I just dont understand,

and Im so Annoyed.

**********

Okay, Rapid KL again.

The day after I bought the Rabbit Card,

I took a Rapid bus again.

Then I was tryin to pay with the card,

since that was how they wanted me to do so.

So I wanna scan the card,

and I cant find the thing.

The bus driver told me,

I need to pay, instead of scannin the card.

Imma like,

" WTF "

You have one bus with only Cards allow,

and the other one with only Cash allow?

Cant you just centralized everything?

Annoyed.

p.s.

Dont hate me,

please.

Rapid

Im so pissed because I dont deserve this.

Yesterday

I went for a movie.

Due to the fact that I dont have a friggin car

so I will have to take the bus with ma friends.

I got up to the bus

Its a RAPID KL.

The fee is RM 1.

We dont have the small change,

so we handed the bus driver RM 5.

He started to mumbled in Malay.

( I have no problem with Malay language or the race )

And I cant listen to what he said.

So I suppose that he wanted a small change,

which is RM 1.

Fine.

I start diggin into Mona,

which I have a lot of coins.

I found RM 1.

Then I handed to him.

He FUCKIN gave me the look.

He gave me the friggin look,

and start to mumblin again.

And Imma like,

" What the fuck you want? "

This time, I got his message.

He wanted me to buy the Rabbit Card,

for RM 10.

So I was literally FORCED to buy that card in the bus.

Im totally fine with payin RM 10 for that card,

what I was so raged about is his attitude.

He didnt friggin tell me to buy the card at the first place,

he didnt friggin explain me how does the card function.

He friggin showed the look, the look!!!!

He friggin teased me for takin out coins to buy that card,

which I have no idea that I should give him a RM 10 note.

What the fuck

Im so pissed because I dont deserve this.

So I have to pay RM 10,

to see your wonderful shit expression?

This totally ruined ma day.

p.s.

I was hopin that you would be different.