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Everythin come with a Cost.

Well

the Cost that Im referrin to 

is not the price cost.

Its the things that we have to sacrifice.

Hmm...

for example

you got somethin, but you loss somethin else.

Okay

You may have the Look, but you dont have the Brain.

You may have the Brain, but you dont have the Body.

You may have Everythin, but you dont have the Luck.

These sort of things.

I've seen sooo many real life examples around me.

which made me have such a strong belief in this.

What Im tryin to say is that

God is Fair, agree?

He will gives you somethin

of course, takin somethin away from you,

which makes nobody is perfect.

So please,

just be Grateful for what you have,

instead of envyin what others own.

( Im actually tellin myself. HAHA )

There was a day

Me and Joee were waitin for Cleo in front of the hostel

We saw two girls, and we said that they must be super clever.

wonder why? LOL

try to relate what I wrote up there.

( We are Bad People.)

p.s.

Its Halloween Night, and Im stucked home.

Born Evil

Im the Bad Person,

all the time

and I have no idea why.

People always assumed that

Im the Troublemaker

Im the one that is bein mean (I am)

or Im the one that is causin all these.

Whenever there is a fight or argument

Im always the one that people will point their fingers to

or the one to blame to,

even if Im the victim. LOL

I dont know why.

Maybe I just dont have that Victim Look.

I dont know how to act innocent or pity.

I dont know how to crawl for sympathy from others,

unlike some who is very good in it.

I realized this when I was chattin with my friends

and they just said that the previous fight

Im the Bad Guy.

and Imma like "What?!"

Then I asked them whether they know what really happened,

they said No.

and yet, they assumed that Im the big bad guy. 

This is really frustrating

because people accuse you.

Of course, its pathetic as well.

But Im just bein myself

bein straightforward.

My face will show whatever that is in my brain.

Unlike some people,

who may look descent from the outside,

but Morally Putrefy inside.

Or Maybe,

I memang is a Bad Person.

Who knows, this is an open ended statement.

*****

When you fuckin claims that I dont talk to you,

do you come and talk to me first?

You know the best with the Answer.

So, dont BullShit me.

p.s.

It has been a while,

since my last GreenBox.

屏息

在空氣中尋覓

我們愛過的痕跡

卻也在逃避

龜裂的蛛絲馬跡

幸福總是抓不緊

沒有永恒的甜蜜

我總是來不及

只能沈默地品嘗回憶

我 屏息

期待我愛的你

盼望我想的你

能夠在一次

把我的顫抖擁緊

你 屏息

不顧一切離去

割舍了所有距離

把我放棄

愛 屏息

我不想忘記

縱然把你失去

Night Monster

Finally

I mean Finally!

I went to Club.

oh yeah~~

I wanted to get my body shake for so long,

and I went on Friday. yeeppeee

I actually told myself that

"I came to Dance, and I shall Do so."

LOL

So, we went to Mist @ Bangsar.

First time there

trust me, there will be a Second time. haha

The place is soooo nice..

We actually planned for Quattro,

but due to some reason,

Mist shall be Hit. haha

So the night was Awesome.

I got tipsy on my second glass

and hit the dance floor. haha

Im so regret that I dance too much.

I did shake too much, seriously.

My back, my neck, my legs, my arms

are so friggin pain right now.

It has been a day,

and they are still aching.

and Im a Coffee Boy.

I have my coffee on the next mornin

and I felt like I Cant Breath

my heart ached as well

feel like gonna die weh. LOL

Is that because of the alcohol I drank last night?

I've got no idea.

My other friends even ask me to club on Saturday

and Imma like

"I can hardly walk, you want me to club?"

haha

Clubbin is Fun, but dont club too much

its a Sincere Advice. hehe

****

There was a day 

where me and my parents went to Aeon Bukit Tinggi.

We passed by Guess

and my mom told my dad she wants one.

and my dad asked,

"Whats that? Goose arh?" LOL

He pronounced Guess to Goose.

Laugh die me and my mom. haha

There was another day

me and Alex went to GreenBox.

The cashier wanted my member card, and I gave her.

But she dont wanna take it and gave me a Weird look.

I looked at what Im holdin

and I realized I gave her to Touch n Go.

Hahaha

p.s.

Happy Birthday ^^

Civility

All I wanna say is

We are Civilized People

so behave like one.

I cant deal with Barbarians, at all.

They annoyed me

and disgusted me.

Sunday 

<10.10.10>

Me and my parents went for BahKutTeh.

(Its Klang what.. thats what we eat LOL)

We drink chinese tea over there.

You need to get yourself the hot boilin water, right?

Its not like you never eat BKT before,

you should know what I mean.

That restaurant is kinda advance.

They use those electronic water heater

instead of kettle

So, my daddy was makin the chinese tea.

He went for the hot boilin water.

and dont know how

the hot water kinda splashed a few drops to an Auntie nearby.

This is when the Barbarian comes out within the Auntie. LOL

My dad apologized.

He didnt do it on purpose what.

Memang its his fault of not being careful,

its HOT WATER weh.

Then the Miss Barbarian started to mumblin

and the mumblin is Non-Stop.

When the Miss Barbarian was leavin

She, not, I should say, IT did a horrible thing.

It purposely pushed the chair to knock my dad's.

How Fuckin Rude that is.

My god.

Thats a Barbarian, I swear to God.

haha

Rude people could really make me go Bananas.

I mean

Is it that Hard for you to be Polite?

Sorry  Thank You  Please  Excuse Me

These words aint that hard to pronounce, so use 'em.

p.s. Im Desperate. Haha

The First Ride

Please dont look at the girl's bang and boom.

Look at the car at the back.

Well, finally Im here to write.

LOL

Okay, for sure its not my first car driving.

But it means a lot to me. 

(cause didnt kill anyone? haha)

Inilah what happened.

My sister, niece and nephew went for a trip with the kids' kindergarten

The bus will reach at the kindergarten

and my mom was suppose to go and fetch them back.

But

My kaki mom went out with her friends

even though she knew she couldnt make it, she still go.

Kaki, right?! haha

So, my sister reached there.

and someone's gonna fetch them.

Im the only choice, because Im the only human in my house.

Its sort of like a Have To Situation.

I was so freakin excited, but yet takut.

Cause the last time I drive was... loooong ago. LOL

Thank god my sister's car is a Auto Myvi.

Pheewwww *Relief*
And I Sucessfully and Safefully reached the kindergarten.

My sister became the drive on the way back.

Cause I was shakin.. haha

Well, its my First Ever Ride that drive alone.
LOL
which basically means that Im all by myself.
There is no other life on the car,
and thats why I dare to drive on that time.

I've got my license for like one year long

but I never drive more than 10 times. Haha

I wanted to drive but my parents just dont allow.

and I dont know why.

Probably because I look like a dangerous driver. LOL

and when I was drivin my friend's car in the college

we nearly have accident. haha

But I guess that Im cool now. 

I came up with this theory

There is no need to bother other cars on the road

as long as you know your car are cool

not gonna knock anyone off

then we are fine, right? LOL

although it sounds a little bit dangerous. 

****

I watched The Hole.

Overall, okay okay.

But the end part, really disgusted me.

Its like Alice in the Wonderland.

hahahaha

p.s. Do you know that I Like You, a lot?

Rather Not.

" If you knew that it is not gonna work,

why still hang on on it? "

What Im tryin to say is

I will just keep myself in Silence.

Not talkin anythin extra.

Since my presence annoyed y'all.

Since my absence pleasant y'all.

So thats what Im gonna do.

because I dont feel like talkin to you either.

I dont like you, thats why I dont talk to you.

Oh ya, and what y'all are doin right now,

prove to me that Im right.

Im right callin y'all Bitch.

(Oppss, I dont mean to be rude.) LOL

Thats why,

I Rather Not talk to y'all, since y'all are pushin me away.

I Rather Not make myself being annoyin since y'all are Outcasting me.

There are a lot of Rather Nots that I do

to make y'all's life and mine to be great and peace.

Talkin to y'all is not on my MUST DO LIST.

Sorry. LOL

Makin people feel Bad, is one of the thing that I do Best.

p.s. : Upcomin Post.

Candle Day

The Ride

Ombrophobia

Ombrophobia is defined as,

an Abnormal Fear towards Rain. LOL

Okay, maybe Im a little bit exaggeratin,

I dont really have a Phobia towards rain,

But, I dont like it for sure,

especially rainin in the night.

Last Sunday, it rains like mad on my place.

Well, there are many reasons on why I dont like Rainin.

Maybe just because deep down inside,

Im a Sunny Boy. Haha

Rainin causes inconvenient, right?

I mean, everythin just become wet and sticky when its rainin..

which is why I dont suka rainin. LOL

Another reason is...

This may sound a little bit ridiculous.

In all the thriller movies

(I mentioned I love watchin 'em)

all those

monsters

murderers

ghost

or whatever scary creature it is,

will come out and start eatin or killin people durin the rain in night.

Which is scary. LOL

It actually gave me a shadow,

thinkin that someone is gonna kill me when Im all alone in the night,

when its rainin.. haha

I dont like Thunder as well,

whenever I see the lightin,

you can see me gettin ready for the thunder by coverin my ears.

There was Once,

its in the rainin evenin,

thunder and lightin join the play also la, of course.

I was drinkin coffee and chattin with my mom in the livin room.

I was holdin my coffee,

and Suddenly! The thunder struck.

I jump up from the sofa, with my coffee all over me, the sofa and the floor.

LOL

My mom laughed at me, and scolded me. haha

Oh ya, there is one more reasons of dislikin rainin.

Cannot watch Astro weh..

Everytime when it reaches the exicitin part,

then rain.. >.<

p.s : Checkered!! May I know you? LOL



Bitch Within.

The followin content is Offensive. 

Read at your own risk.

Okay, it has been a long time since my last scold in blog.

and this time, its gonna be long, fierce, and cruel.

Im a very easygoin person.

but it doesnt mean that you can fuckin come and mess with me.

I can be fuckin horrible, fuckin terrible, and get your life fucked up.

aint kiddin.

You are a BITCH.

Truly a BITCH.

Nothin could have change it, okay.

Dont try to act like you are fuckin noble or innocent.

I've known you long enough.

I know from the deepest, what kind of SHIT that you fuckin are.

and what are you showin to the others, are SCUM.

those are just the character that you faked out.

Which you use to MANIPULATE.

yes, no doubt.

you are so fuckin good in manipulatin people.

arent you?

all you do is just tryin to get yourself in a higher ground.

and others may not know what the fuck Im talkin about.

but you know the best.

cause you are the BITCH of the house, BITCH of the world.

Hell yea for that.

You are so Manipulative.

and you know why I say this?

look at your fuckin self, and you know what the hell Im talkin about.

how manipulative you are.

talkin my bad behind me and you think I didn know?

and you claims that I have to FUCKIN respect you because you are my SISTER?

yes, the BITCH that Im talkin about is my sister.

You dont fuckin cares for others, 

then dont fuckin want me to fuckin take you as my fuckin sister.

I aint gonna have a sister that fucks like you do, bitch.

Its not the fuckin first time.

and it has been a several times, bitch.

what the hell you want is to have you network builded, fuckin against me.

and fuckin restrictin me to get into it, right?!

You may say that Im talkin nonsense.

So let gets the things count.

Redang.

Dont you ever fuckin think that Im that ignorant.

Im not.

When she asked you whether wanna call me a long.

What is the fuckin expression that you gave her?

I aint blind, okay.

While she keep askin, what you answer?

you never answer, you just kept silence with you face half drawn down.

That is obvious of that you answer it.

Just fuckin say that you hate me, you dont want me to follow.

Dont fuckin make the world feel like Im the one who is tryin to create the barrier.

is YOU, BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Movies.

Okay, this is not an old stories.

It happens all the fuckin times.

Just like just now, right?

You know the best, asshole.

Fuckin wanna go watch movie, and never fuckin care about what others feel.

And Im not fuckin talk about myself only,

there are still others, who has eyes and ears either.

You think that their skin are that insensitive?

You think that there are sooooooooooooooooo stupid to not know it?!

You fuckin knew I watched it,

then why still fuckin choose that to watch?

It obvious that you dont want me to follow along, 

so that you are continue MANIPULATE your NETWORK, right?!

yea, bingo, that the fuckin correct answer.

When the FUCKIN question was asked:

"我们去看戏，你要去吗？看Devil "

then I said yes, Want.

here come the next one

"看devil wor, 你看了得wor...."

what is this fuckin suppose to mean?!

and I choose to ignored her and talks to others.

But she is still fuckin there,

and thats the point I realized that,

she DONT FUCKIN WANT ME TO FOLLOW ALONG.

Then WHY you fuckin come and ASK?!

if you fuckin have that on mind, 

DONT FUCKIN ASK ME!

It.
If you fuckin know that Im INTERESTED in IT
WHY do you fuckin go and NEAR IT?!
dont fuckin tell me that IT came to you first.
You can fuckin push it away, arent you!?
That bitchy side of you is always tehre.
Every single one that has interested on,
you just fuckin BITCH AROUND.

Okay, so what are you goin to do after you see this?

after everyone see this?

Let me predict,

hmm....

FUCKIN NOTHIN.

why!?

because

you want people to think that Im the Mess, Im the Jerk.

who is sooooo fucked up.

So that you can gained some sympathy again, right?

from how cruel I am.

And people could see you as the VICTIM, right?

and pity you.

That is HOW you MANIPULATE, BITCH..

You are not fuckin my sister.

I dont have a fuckin BITCH as my sister.

And those who are along, we'll see.

All I can say is I could be MEAN, real mean.

Thriller Boy

Please, I aint gonna sing MJ's Thriller, okay.

I dont really like him that much actually.

(Sorry, MJ's fans)

What Im tryin to say is,

I Love to watch Thriller Movies

like all those Sci-Fi, Horror, Scary.

I just love these genres of movie.

I watch Devil yesterday in Time Square, alone. LOL

I just fell in love in watchin movie alone. Kinda enjoy it.

But one bad thing is that

I got no one to hold on to when Im freakin scare. 

All I can do is just cover my eyes with jacket. haha

My friend who watched it already,

told me to cover my ears.

And Im like, CANNOT!

I only got two hands, how to covers my eyes and ears.

Not enough weh! LOL

I kinda love the movie. Nice.

Vampires are my Favorite.

They are just so Cool! LOL

and all those vampires in the movies are so damn Hot.

both men and women, right?

From the old school Buffy The Vampire Slayer,

to Underworld, then Twilight.

They are sizzling Hot. haha 

There are people who enjoy watchin blockbuster or action movies in the cinema.

But for me,

I enjoy watchin thriller, you know why?

Both audio and visual could Scare my Shit Out. LOL

Because the sound is Loud,

you can still heard it if you're coverin your ears.

Which is damn scary weh..

 

I Lovvveeee this movie.

The sound of knockin door is loud enough to make me scare weh.

But I still dont know why they wanna kill the couple. haha

Oh ya, when I was watchin Saw IV the other night.

My dad was playin facebook poker as well.

I keep on shoutin and cover my eyes with pillow,

which annoyed my dad. LOL

and scolded me and ask me dont watch it if Im scare. haha

Here are some others thriller or sci-fi movies that I love.

Of course, there are more.

p.s : 

Anyone wanna bring me to club? I want liquor.

and I wanna play Tanglung arh.... >.<

Me.La.Ka.

Finally, Im here to write about my Melaka trip.

It has been a week weh, time flies.

Okay, so early mornin, (not that early actually)

around 10am, me, mom and dad,

we got into Avanza and started the Happy Trip.(not that happy)

haha

This is the only road sign I got to take pic with.

My dad was Speedin.

There is no jam in the highway

but in Melaka Town,

My GOD, its Jam Jam Jam. lol

I took this photo in the car when we were passin by Jonker Walk.

the human beings you can see over there is like...

uncountable, super many.

Those people were lining up for Chicken Rice Ball.

Then we checked in in the Garden City Apartment.

The place got Swimmin Pool.

and we have no idea about it, it needs swimsuit,

and we didnt bring any, so cant swim...

Awww... What a waste, right?!

After that, we went to have lunch.

This bowl of thing, taste okay okay. Nothin special. LOL

Then back hotel and nap.

What a borin trip, right? Haha.

Evenin started. Its Shoppin time. 

We went to Jonker Walk. (finally ^^)

Still full of people.

Durin that time, I was so busy buyin

and squeezin with people.

so, no photos. haha

we bought Bing Tong Wu Lou.

The bottom one, orange colour that thingy is SUPER SOUR.

the night view of Sungai Melaka.

Is it melaka river? Im not really sure. Its a sungai. Haha

After that, went back hotel.

My parents stay one room

me alone one room weh.

I cant fall asleep, too Scare. LOL

I mean, Ive been livin for 19years, 

its the first time I sleep alone in a room in a hotel weh.

Of course I scare what.

Day one ended.

Day two started.

Wake up in noon, got ourselves checked out.

Went to Jonker Walk again. LOL

Had our lunch.

Cendol.

Look tasty, right?

Taste okay okay only. LOL

Then,

Walk walk walk.

Balik Rumah.

Conclusion

The whole trip is like a war against sunshine.

Sunblock must be THICK. Haha

Some photos to share:

Daddy & Mummy

Me and Mom, yaoyeng~ XD

More photos, please go to:

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=5641479&id=660805982&saved#!/album.php?aid=163791&id=660805982

Seriously

Dont go to Melaka durin holidays.

Its horrible. (well, for me)

p.s.: I wanna go Clubbin. OMG

Mr. Blur

Im so Blur recently.

I mean super super blur. LOL

There are 3 cases.

Lets start with the first one.

Its in Facebook.

There is a friend, that posted somethin like this.

"Gonna exam soon, will die soon, or bla bla bla"

I forgotten the exact words,

but its somethin means that way.

So I commented.

I wanted to write Good Luck.

But I posted Good Night.

and I have no idea about it.

I posted and I just keep on FB-ing.

 Then,

that person replied. He said me soh lou.

HAHA

I laughed so loud and was so ashamed.

I wrote a thing that has nothin to do with his status. LOL

Okay, the second one is in MSN.

A friend of my told me that he failed his assignment,

he has to redo it.

Then, I should say good luck or add oil, right?

But, I typed Happy Birthday!

Thank God I didnt press Enter key, or else it would be sent to him.

Then I successfully say good luck to him. Haha

The third one is the funniest, for me.

I was talkin on phone with my friend

and I got hungry and started eatin snacks.

My friend asked me what am I eatin.

I said, "我在吃腰子" 

and I paused a while, then I laughed, loud.

Actually, Im eatin 腰豆, and I said its 腰子. LOL

Can you imagine that Im chewing the bloody kidney?

Yucks. Haha

*****

My home its so quiet.

Cause seems like nobody is talkin.

Let me get things clear.

Im not talkin to my sister.

My sister is not talkin to me.

Im still talkin to my Dad and eldest sister.

and my dad still talks to everyone, I guess.

My eldest sister is not talkin to my mom.

My brother dont give a damn, he talks to everyone.

and my Mom.. hmmm...

basically, she dont talk to anyone.

Haha

Ive no idea whats goin on,

Milo Face @ Botanic Cafe

My eyes are super PAIN now

but I have to write this. LOL

Few days ago, I fell in love to Hot Chocolate

I have no idea why.

Just suddenly, Love it.

So, today, went to Botanic Cafe with my friends.

and I ordered a Hot Chocolate. 

"yeepee!!"

yeap, thats my Hot Choco on the corner of the photo.

Here comes the story.

There are 4 of us.

We ordered, 

Hot Honey Lemon

Ice Coffee

Hot Milo

Hot Chocolate.

I laughed my friend who ordered Hot Milo.

“來到這種地方，你喝Milo噢？爲什麽不要在家裏喝？”

Officially, I was teasing her. LOL

Then we waited for the drinks to be serve.

The waiter came, he is an uncle.

He served the Hot Honey Lemon and Ice Coffee to my friends.

Whats left are the Milo and Choco.

He looked at me and my friend.

He said to me..

"看你的樣子,就知道你是喝Milo的"

and I was like..

@_@

with my jaw dropped. LOL

then I said, mine is Choco.

The moment he said that

my friends laughed, loud. 

Even I laughed after that.

I mean

I teased my friend about orderin Milo

But at the end,

I was the one who the waiter thinks that I wanted to drink Milo.

How Ironic it is. Haha

By the way
Met a lot of friends there too.
Angle, WeiShze, Angelina, CheeSiang, KokHua, and more... 

p.s.: Melaka trip post is comin soon.

Whats Your Raya Plan?

Selamat..... Hari Raya....

la la la la la la la la la la laaa

(I dont know whats the lyrics) LOL

Its Hari Raya, people!

Happy Raya and of course, Happy Holidays.. ^^

Its gonna be 3 days off in a roll,

so whats your plan to spend these days?

Mine,

Im goin to Melacca with my parents.

and Im not really happy about it. Haha

Because it is holidays, and it will be CROWDED.

and I dont like the crowds, at all.

And I mean it. LOL

But one thing Im happy about is that

I got to spend some vacation time with my parents. :)

Trust me,

I will get all my sunblock and camera ready for the Sunshine and the Crowds.

Okay, I had a hair cut.

And people has been askin me these questions,

"Can you have a REAL haircut?"

"Why your hair always look the same?"

"Do you cut your hair?"

"Can you have some different style?"

and Im so sick of it.

Although Im totally agree on what they say.

LMAO

I mean, I look through to all my photos,

from the past, to now.

My hair........ is the SAME.

Oh my god

Even I second guess myself whether do I cut my hair or not.

But who cares, LOL

I look good in it is all that matters.

By the way

I have an exclusive photo of mine to share

Its not naked, okay.

Its... FringeLess.

p.s. : This is the FIRST ever fringeless photo of me. and it is UGLY. omg

You Dont Look Like a Friend.

I have issues recently,

as what you know from the previous welcome post.

(please really welcome me LOL)

Okay, and Im not really a talker

although Im really talkative,

but I dont share issues or sad things that Im havin.

Its just, I feel weird about tellin 'em to others.

(blog is not a person, right? okay then.)

So, back to what I was talkin about, the ISSUES.

Is Friend.

If you fuckin claims that Im your friend,

then fuckin treat me like one.

I aint gonna say what someone did,

you gonna figure it out by yourself, man.

I dont feel like a friend,

and you dont look like a friend for me.

With all the Bull Shit stuffs you did,

that is not what Friend is spelled.

And some, are worse.

Somethin happened, and they are no longer your friend.

Oww.. That teaches me somethin new. haha
Some just totally ignore your existence! LOL

Im keepin this an open mind.

Who knows, maybe Im the one that have problems. LOL

p.s. : Im just mumblin.